中国特种部队生存实录------12

两个红牌学员就这么一路打听着晃进了妇产科的住院区。进了妇产科住院区才觉得傻眼了,来来往往的都是女干部和女兵,病人也都是女性,年龄就不一定了。换了谁谁...

两个红牌学员就这么一路打听着晃进了妇产科的住院区。进了妇产科住院区才觉得傻眼了,来来往往的都是女干部和女兵,病人也都是女性,年龄就不一定了。换了谁谁都傻眼,何况是两个军校一年级的毛孩子?他们精黑消瘦的脸、绿色的军装和红色的肩章再加上张雷戴着一幅大墨镜,在这里很打眼,一进走廊就被很多双眼睛注意到了。


  “嘟嘟——”
  哨声在凌晨三点半响起来。
  黑暗当中的军医大学女生宿舍一片忙乱,女孩们一边骂着队长一边迅速地穿衣服打背包。何小雨第一个背好背包跑出来,她的上铺刘芳芳第二个跑出来。紧接着后面陆续有女生跑 出来,不时地掉下帽子什么的,背包散了抱在怀里也不是少数。
  何小雨和刘芳芳几乎同时跑到操场上:“报告!”
  男性队长看看她们的军容整齐背包结实,没说话。看来是大场面,今年入学的新生都来了。等到队伍都到齐了报数完毕,队长毫无表情地说:“看看你们的样子?军人?军人是这样的?——没什么说的,拉练50公里现在就走。谁背包不结实就抱着走,让你们长点记性。何小雨,打旗子。”
  “是!”何小雨敬礼。
  “刘芳芳,第二旗手。”队长整整腰带,“我们队先走,走吧。”
  何小雨接过军医大学的红旗,领着队伍走了。刘芳芳背着背包走在她旁边嘟着嘴:“这次我又比你慢了。”
  “我是下铺当然比你快了。”何小雨鼓励她,“你不还得下床吗?”
  “没办法,我身轻如燕!”刘芳芳笑。
  “切!”何小雨笑着用胳膊肘顶她,“你看看你身上那肉,你也就骨头架子小看不出来罢了!”
  “我这是凹凸有致!”刘芳芳嘻嘻笑。
  “你是胸大无脑!”
  “哟,跟你没胸似的!”
  两个女孩笑闹着声音就大了,队长在后面黑着脸:“队列里面不许说话!你们两个还是旗手呢,军队子女就这个素质?!”
  都不敢说话了,互相吐吐舌头做个鬼脸走路。
  天亮了,长长的学员队伍走在山上。何小雨满脸是汗,刘芳芳也是呼哧带喘了。何小雨打着旗子走得越来越不坚定,刘芳芳伸手:“累了吧,旗给我。”
  “芳芳,我问你个问题。”何小雨声音很低。
  “说。”刘芳芳看她。
  “你大姨妈正常吗?”何小雨问得没头没脑。
  “问这个干吗?”刘芳芳不明白。
  “三个月强化训练你来过大姨妈吗?”
  “还没呢。”刘芳芳声音也很低,“我上军校前,我妈妈跟我说过这个——女孩参军以后例假都有不正常的时期,生物钟被打乱了训练也艰苦,还没适应这个生活节奏。适应了以后就正常了。她在新兵连的时候女兵们都是这样,有的两周就来一次烦得要命,有的干脆三个月一次都不来。”
  “我的大姨妈好像来了。”何小雨脸色发白。
  “不是真的吧?!”刘芳芳睁大眼睛看她,“这个时候来?!”
  “是真来了……”何小雨脸色惨白扶着旁边的树已经站不住了。
  刘芳芳往下看了一眼,尖叫一声冲下面喊:“校医——”


  “你这个小家伙啊,就让阿姨操心吧!”方子君点了何小雨鼻子一下,“自己身体不好就提前跟队长说嘛,何必搞成这样?”
  “我身体好着呢!”何小雨嘟着嘴坐在病床上,“都怪妈妈!”
  “怪我什么事儿啊?”正在抹泪的林秋叶纳闷。
  “你干吗把我生成女孩啊?”何小雨急了,“我要不是女孩不就没这么麻烦了吗?”
  林秋叶哭笑不得,方子君和站在旁边的刘芳芳都忍俊不禁。
  “看看这孩子?这生男生女我说了算啊?”林秋叶真是无奈了。
  “那就怪爸爸!”
  林秋叶被噎住了:“这孩子多大了,怎么说话没大没小的!也不觉得害臊?”
  “小雨,你醒了我就回去了!”刘芳芳忍住笑把水果和牛奶放在她桌子上,“队长说让你多休息几天,你的军事成绩是全队最好的不在这几天!好了,阿姨子君姐,我回去了!”
  刘芳芳敬礼,笑着出了病房。
  “子君,小雨的身体到底怎么样?”林秋叶着急地问。
  “她没什么大事儿,痛经是她的老毛病了。”方子君说,“强化军事训练又造成她月经不调,注意休息安心调养就好了。”
  “我说了吧,我没病!”何小雨嘟着嘴。
  “那就好那就好!”林秋叶擦着眼泪,“谢谢你了子君!”
  “我的工作嘛!”方子君笑笑看小雨,“你个小家伙可别那么不注意了!知道自己痛经,就要注意调养!记住了?我再给你开几副药,回头给你拿点营养品。”
  “谢谢姐姐!”何小雨甜甜地笑着说。
  方子君摸摸何小雨的脸:“做女人一个不慎重,可能会影响一辈子的!傻小雨,回头我得专门给你上一课!”
  “我说了吧,做女孩不好!”何小雨嘟起来嘴。
  “我走了。”方子君笑着说,“还有几个孕妇我要去看看,阿姨你和小雨聊。”
  方子君出去把门关上,何小雨哼了一声坐在床上瞪着林秋叶:“都是你们,把我生成女孩!”
  林秋叶突然放声哭起来,哭得好伤心。
  “哎哟!妈,我随便说说的!”何小雨急忙安慰母亲,“你别哭啊,我这不好好的吗?做女孩挺好的我喜欢做女孩,你别哭了啊……”
  “小雨,”林秋叶压抑着自己抽泣着,“你是不是不要妈妈了?”
  “妈,你说的什么啊!”何小雨纳闷地,“你是我最亲的人,我怎么可能不要你了呢?”
  林秋叶伤心地哭出声来:“可是你昏迷的时候一声妈都没喊,你喊的是刘晓飞的名字……”
  何小雨一下子呆住了。
  林秋叶哭得很伤心:“女大不中留,可这也太快了吧……” 收起阅读 »

中国特种部队生存实录-----4

林秋叶忙里忙外在准备饭菜。看着着慌还化妆了的林秋叶,何小雨坐在沙发上哈哈大笑:“妈,你怎么跟新媳妇似的啊?”   “胡说!”林秋叶说她,“妈都多大年纪了,...

林秋叶忙里忙外在准备饭菜。看着着慌还化妆了的林秋叶,何小雨坐在沙发上哈哈大笑:“妈,你怎么跟新媳妇似的啊?”
  “胡说!”林秋叶说她,“妈都多大年纪了,怎么还能跟新媳妇似的?大姑娘了这么说也不嫌害臊?”
  “看你换了新衣服还化妆!”何小雨乐不可支,“唉,小别胜新婚啊!”
  “你都跟谁学的啊?”林秋叶皱起眉头,“说!”
  “还用跟谁学?电视上不天天演电视剧吗?”何小雨换着频道,“这不都是谈恋爱的吗?”
  “小雨,你是大孩子了。”林秋叶严肃地说,“可不能早恋!”
  “我说我的妈啊!”何小雨推她进厨房,“我跟谁早恋啊?你当我吃饱了撑的啊,就我们学校那帮男生?”
  “我看刘晓飞好像就跟你有点倾向!”林秋叶诈她,“是不是?你跟妈说实话。”
  “他?!”何小雨一屁股坐在沙发上,“我的天呐!妈你够能想的啊?我跟谁也不能跟他啊?!就他那个小屁孩,配得上我吗?”
  “那就好。”林秋叶放心了,“大小姐你也动动手,帮忙端菜!你爸马上就回来了!”
  “我肚子还疼呢!”何小雨装病偷懒。林秋叶去忙活了,她自己坐在沙发上苦着脸:“刘晓飞?怎么能联想我跟刘晓飞呢?也太没想象力了吧?”
  自己房间窗户上的玻璃啪地响了一下。
  “讨厌!”何小雨起身走回房间打开窗户,冲下面喊:“刘晓飞,再对我们家窗户扔石子,我就找你妈去了啊!”
  刘晓飞在底下花坛上站着嘿嘿笑:“我找你借英语笔记!”
  “不借!”何小雨说。
  “我就借来抄抄,你的笔记是全班最好的。”刘晓飞倒是不气馁。
  何小雨拿起书包,翻出笔记扔下去:“明天到学校还我!”
  “哎!”刘晓飞跳起来敏捷地接过笔记还是没有走,看着小雨。
  “干吗啊?”何小雨烦躁地说,“怎么还不走啊?”
  “我,我……”刘晓飞犹豫半天比划了个蛙泳的动作,“明天下午?”
  何小雨气不打一处来,这还没完事呢居然找我去游泳?!她生气地指着刘晓飞:“刘晓飞!你成心的吧!”
  “我成心什么的啊?”刘晓飞一脸无辜。
  “我恨你!”
  咣!窗户关上了。
  刘晓飞戳在下面一脸无辜:“不去就不去吧,恨我干什么?”
  何小雨气鼓鼓坐在床上,拿起一个排球重新打开窗户往下砸。
  “谁啊?!”何志军在底下乐呵呵喊,“我这还没到家小雨就拿排球招呼我啊?”
  何小雨探头出去,是爸爸!旁边还站着一个年轻的女少尉。
  “爸爸!”何小雨笑着喊,“我不是故意的!”
  何志军拿着排球笑:“你老子还以为是手榴弹呢,准备接住了再扔回去!”他跟那个女少尉上楼了。刘晓飞从花坛后面的灌木丛中探出头:“乖乖,战斗英雄回来了!”
  何小雨转身跑进客厅:“妈,爸爸回来了!”
  林秋叶开始紧张:“啊?真回来了,这么快?小雨看看我这头发行不行?”
  “得了,你就是再化妆他也不多看!”何小雨笑着打开门:“爸爸——”
  何志军山一样的身躯就进来了,伸出双手:“丫头!”
  何小雨就扑到何志军身上撒娇:“爸!你可回来了!”
  林秋叶站在厨房门口一阵紧张:“老何,你回来了?”
  “回来了回来了!”何志军哈哈笑,“小雨,我给你带来个姐姐!”
  方子君走进来敬礼:“阿姨好!小雨好!”
  “我们大队方参谋长的女儿。”何志军笑,“方子君,战场救护队的女英雄!刚刚从A军调到军区总医院的。”
  林秋叶恍然大悟:“哟!这就是老何信里常常说的大丫头啊!快进来快进来!小雨,叫姐姐!”
  “姐姐好!”何小雨甜甜地叫拉着子君进屋,“你可算来了,我爸爸老在信里说你比我漂亮!我也好好看看,大美人是什么样子!”
  方子君苍白的脸上浮现出笑意:“我算什么漂亮啊?何叔叔尽开我的玩笑,在前线他老这么开玩笑的。”
  “不错!99分!”何小雨笑着拉住方子君的手仔细打量,“我算98吧!”
  厨房里面,林秋叶在拿酒。何志军进来关门,林秋叶一阵紧张:“老何,俩孩子都在呢,你别……”
  “就因为俩孩子都在,我才要和你严肃地谈一个问题。”何志军说,“电话里面说不清楚,也不好说。方参谋长的爱人,半个月前去世了,心脏病。”
  林秋叶一惊。
  “子君还年轻,刚刚19岁。”何志军沉重地说,“她的父亲牺牲在战场上,她还没到家母亲也去世了,孤苦伶仃。现在她又和你一个单位,我想……”
  “老何你别说了,我知道了。”林秋叶已经在抹泪,“她就是我亲闺女,小雨的亲姐姐!”
  “那就好。”何志军点点头笑着看林秋叶。
  林秋叶脸红了:“你这人多大年纪怎么眼睛这么不老实!让开!”
  何志军刚刚笑着伸手,小雨在客厅抗议了:“亲热话晚上说,我饿了——开饭!”
  “走走走!开饭!”林秋叶如释重负推开悻悻的何志军,“小雨叫开饭了!”

  夜老虎团侦察连一排在晚点名。代理排长陈勇上士点名结束,转向旁边的一个少尉:“报告一排长!侦察连一排晚点名结束,请指示!一排代理排长陈勇!”
  “各班带回,洗漱准备睡觉。”刚刚上任的肖乐少尉挥挥手,“解散。”
  兵们都散了,陈勇解开腰带也要上楼。肖乐拍拍他的肩膀:“我说老兄弟了,你没啥说 的啊?”
  “说啥啊?”陈勇嘿嘿笑,“你毕业了我给你让开排长位置天经地义,你别以为我会跟小孩似的闹意见啊!”
  “要不是你闹着要上前线,去陆院的名额就是你的。”肖乐递给他一根烟,“我也后悔,当时我心想歪了以为仗还有的打。结果我毕业了,仗也打完了。你过瘾了,一等功臣战斗英雄!”
  “球!”陈勇让他点着烟,“咱们弟兄说那些虚话没什么用,我已经超期服役了,今年必须转志愿兵。到时候你给我说句话,我离不了部队。”
  “你不提干太可惜了。”肖乐感叹,“天生的战士,我在陆院到处可以听到你的消息——出身少林俗家底子的西线第一侦察勇士!”
  “记者们胡吹的。只要我能留在部队,干部还是志愿兵都无所谓。”陈勇笑笑,“走吧,熄灯号要响了。”
  熄灯号吹了,兵楼的灯光陆续熄灭。军营进入了夜的梦乡,安静祥和。
  一排一班宿舍,陈勇的床空着很整齐。战士们司空见惯早就睡觉了,陈勇躺在一根窗户拉到门栓着的绳子上,鼾声如雷。
  没有战争的痕迹,只有一个安静的营盘。 收起阅读 »

中国特种部队生存实录----3

何小雨从昏迷当中醒来才发现自己躺在家里。她想翻身坐起来,却被肚子的一阵痛楚阻止了。林秋叶跑进来笑呵呵地:“醒了啊?没事没事,你别起来!”   何小雨觉得肚...

何小雨从昏迷当中醒来才发现自己躺在家里。她想翻身坐起来,却被肚子的一阵痛楚阻止了。林秋叶跑进来笑呵呵地:“醒了啊?没事没事,你别起来!”
  何小雨觉得肚子疼自己往下一摸脸色变了:“啊?!妈,我受伤了?!怎么给我包扎起来了?”
  “傻丫头,你长大了!”林秋叶笑着在她耳边低语着。
  楼道里面,刘晓飞提着一兜子水果犹豫着是不是敲门。想了半天,还是没敢敲把水果放在门前就要下去。
  “哎呀——妈——我不要当女孩了!”何小雨急了,“多难受啊?”
  “这是你能决定的?”林秋叶笑着点点她的鼻子,“你好好休息,明天上学的时候就带着这个。要用的时候去厕所换,记住了!”
  何小雨一脸苦恼坐在床上披着长发:“没天理!”
  敲门声响,何小雨一激灵:“妈,是不是爸回来了?”她起身下床要去开门,发现下身只穿着内裤急忙抓住睡裤套上蹬上拖鞋就去开门。
  “没听说啊?”林秋叶从厨房走出来。
  何小雨激动地打开门:“爸!”
  刘晓飞尴尬地站在门口:“何小雨同学。”
  何小雨脸一红,低声问:“你来干什么?”
  “你受伤了,我来看看你。”刘晓飞抱着水果。
  “我没事你回去吧!”何小雨脸通红就要关门。
  “谁啊?”林秋叶打开门,“晓飞?来来来,进来!”
  刘晓飞尴尬地笑着进来:“阿姨,我来看看小雨。她的伤怎么样了?”
  “伤?”林秋叶也纳闷,“小雨你受伤了?”
  “妈——”何小雨掉头就进自己房间碰门。
  “她比赛的时候流血了,我也不知道伤在哪儿。”刘晓飞着急地对林秋叶说,“林阿姨,您是医生没给她看看吗?”
  林秋叶恍然大悟:“哦!看了看了,她没事了!”
  “那就好,阿姨我走了。”刘晓飞笑着把水果放下一溜烟出去了。
  “吃了饭再走吧!”林秋叶在后面喊着。
  刘晓飞已经没影了,林秋叶苦笑关门,走到女儿房间跟前:“走了,你出来吧。”
  何小雨在里面呜呜呜哭:“妈,你没跟他说吧?”
  “我跟他说这个干什么啊?”林秋叶推着门,“开门开门。”
  “我不开,我自己安静会!”何小雨喊,林秋叶无奈只能继续做饭去了。
  何小雨趴在枕头上哭着,却又抬起头拉开窗帘的一角。
  刘晓飞站在楼下的花坛上冲着她的窗户抬头看,还跳。他看见何小雨拉开窗帘一角,嘿嘿笑了招手:“你没事就好,我走了!向前向前向前,我们的队伍向太阳,脚踏着祖国的大地……”唱着歌儿跟个兔子一样跑了。
  何小雨一把拉下窗帘,心噗噗跳。她缩在杯子里面脸发烧,被刘晓飞抱过的胳膊现在突然开始麻酥酥的。奇怪这是什么感觉?从未有过啊?
  “坏家伙,从小你就欺负我……”何小雨呜呜呜委屈地哭了,“现在又看我出丑……”

  耿辉背好自己的东西:“大队长,我走了。”
  何志军苦笑:“别叫我大队长了,侦察大队已经解散了。”
  “那也是我的大队长。”耿辉诡异地笑着和他握手,“我先去A集团军侦察大队当副政委了,我在大队等你。”
  “好。”何志军点头,“你先熟悉熟悉情况,我去了就可以开展工作!”
  耿辉敬礼,转身走了。
  何志军坐在床上看着人越来越少的宿舍。雷克明和一中队的副中队长小赵去和北京来的组织部门谈话了,其余的人大多数也都开拔回原来单位了。A军区侦察大队真的从此成为战史当中不为人知角落的那么一个自然段甚至就那么一句话了,烟消云散。
  雷克明和小赵回来就收拾东西。
  “你们也要走了?”何志军问。
  “大队长,我们去北京工作了。”小赵很兴奋。
  “你们在一起工作?”何志军很纳闷,“你也去文工团啊?”
  “不是。”雷克明脸上很平淡,“我没去文工团,总参情报部把我们要走了。车就在楼下,我们马上走。”
  何志军点点头:“那就好好干,别丢咱们狼牙侦察大队的人。”
  “是。”两人立正敬礼。
  何志军看着他们出去,宿舍又没人了,自己真的成了光杆大队长了。他苦笑,站起身看着外面操练的防化团战士。没有了参战老兵们的压力,防化团的战士们生龙活虎。连参加过战争的人都没有了,那场战争的最后一点痕迹也从何志军眼前消失了。
  真的就消失了吗?何志军心中一阵悲凉,翻身拿起脸盆洗漱用具去水房冲澡。
  哗啦啦一盆凉水浇下他清醒很多,看着镜子里面自己健壮却伤痕累累的上身。伤疤是军人的勋章,每一道伤疤都是一个勋章,一个铁与血的故事。这些故事真的成为了往事,一个月的集训生活已经让他习惯了和平环境的军营。
  他突然猛醒过来——自己虽然下了战场,但是还是军人!
  他匆匆擦干净自己,跑回去穿上常服戴上帽子扎起腰带。
  他要出操,一个人出操。
  只要有他一个人在,侦察大队就没有消失!
  这个信念让不年轻的他热血沸腾,他咚咚咚咚跑到操场上。防化团的官兵诧异地看着这个黑脸中校出来,以极其标准的姿势跑步到一片开阔的位置上。他喘着粗气,不是因为疲惫而是因为激动,一种难违的激动,从战场上下来他再也没有这样激动。
  “中国人民解放军A军区狼牙侦察大队现在开始点名——”他自己高喊,用浑厚的嗓子高喊。
  防化团的官兵都停止了训练,看着这个从战场下来的战斗英雄。何志军的名字他们都不陌生,军报和军区《战歌报》连篇累牍都报道过他和他的那支传奇侦察队的故事。这个被敌人敬畏地称之为“狼牙”的侦察兵英雄,是他们这些年轻军人的偶像。
  “何志军!”他自己喊自己的名字,然后高声喊:“到!”
  然后就安静了,大家都看他。
  何志军心中的情绪是复杂的。
  “大队长,还有我。”一个声音从后面低声传来。
  何志军回头,看见了扎着武装带的陈勇。
  “你还没走?”何志军很惊讶。
  “我今天晚上搭车回夜老虎团。”陈勇说,“看见您出操,我就赶紧过来了。我没迟到吧?”
  “没有!”何志军点头,“没有迟到,你是个好兵!”
  “是,请大队长指示!”陈勇立正高喊。
  “陈勇,你自编的少林军体拳还记得不记得?!”何志军高声问。
  “记得!”陈勇高喊。
  “给我打一栋!”何志军厉声说。
  “是!”陈勇摘下军帽放在一边,走回原位站好姿势。众目睽睽之下他哈地高喊一声起手,腿踢正面拳扫背面啪地侧倒。随即拳脚如同旋风一般,一个人的杀声也是震天,周围的防化团官兵都是看得眼花缭乱心中暗自惊叹这帮侦察兵确实不简单。
  陈勇在空中一个分腿飞踹倒地后鲤鱼打挺起来又是一个组合拳最后一记弹腿正蹬才慢慢收势。他额头出着汗,慢慢收好腿归置军姿。
  官兵们都看傻了,何志军却有一种悲凉的骄傲。
  “是坚守,还是抗议?”
  何志军立即向后转麻利敬礼:“首长好!”
  老爷子脸上是耐人寻味的微笑:“稍息。”
  “是!”何志军转身,“稍息!”
  陈勇稍息,胸部还在起伏。
  “你叫什么名字?”老爷子信步走过来,他居然没带簇拥的随从。
  “陈勇,夜老虎团侦察……”陈勇喊着改口了,“首长,我是狼牙侦察大队的!”
  老爷子笑笑:“你去吧,我和何志军有话说。”
  “是!”陈勇敬礼转身跑步回兵楼了。
  老爷子看着何志军笑:“出操给所有能看见的人,告诉他们你的侦察大队没有消失,对吧?”
  “报告首长!”何志军高喊,“不是!我出操,是因为我还是个军人!”
  老爷子点点头:“那就是坚守了?”
  “是!”何志军说,“坚守一个军人的信念!”
  “给你两个选择。”老爷子笑笑,“第一,在军区机关给我当参谋;第二,在军区情报部继续当参谋。两个选择级别都是原地踏步,正团,你的军衔都是上校。你选择哪个?”
  “我想下去带兵。”何志军很意外,“A集团军的刘军长都跟我谈过了,让我去带他们新组建的侦察大队。”
  “刘勇军?他说了不算。”老爷子也有点意外随即笑了,“挖人挖到我的手底下,他吃了豹子胆了?”
  何志军咽咽唾沫:“副司令,我本来就是A军的人。”
  “你少来这套。”老爷子狡猾地笑,“你24岁从侦察连长位置就被我调到军区机关了,你在A军的时间没在机关的时间长,你算机关的人。”
  “副司令,我不想在机关再待了。”何志军苦着脸,“这个机关待得我身上都发霉了,好不容易上了前线带兵,您就别让我再回去坐办公室了。”
  “想跑可没那么容易——我说了两个选择。”老爷子根本不搭理他这套。
  “没别的了?”何志军看着老爷子的脸,知道没选择以后说:“那我还是回军区情报部。”
  “为什么?”老爷子有点失落。
  “我不想让别人说老军长任人唯亲。”何志军说,“我是副司令战友的儿子,等于半个养子。我在您身边当参谋,别人会说您的闲话。”
  “怕别人说你的闲话吧?”老爷子冷笑,“你提干以前还往我家跑蹭饭吃,提干以后你再没去过!你以为我不知道你那点花花肠子?”
  何志军不敢说话。
  “我从不勉强任何人在我身边,你去军区情报部报到吧。”老爷子转身就走。
  “老军长,我不是那个意思!”何志军紧跑几步,“您别生气!”
  老爷子转身:“有那么一种军人,是为战争而生的。没有战争的时候,军队就需要把他搁置起来,不能重用也不能放走。放走了是军队的损失,重用了要惹事。你小军子恰恰就是这种军人。”
  何志军一愣还没完全明白过来。
  “自己回味吧,我没生气。”老爷子笑笑,“我脾气好得很,要不也不能和你爸爸是莫逆之交。没事的时候带女儿去我家看看,我老伴很惦记你女儿。”
  “是!”何志军敬礼。
  “做好被搁置的准备,你会成为搁置在仓库的一门重型火炮。在没有战争的时期,你就要这么搁置着。”老爷子看着他,“在机关注意同志团结,别让人告你的黑状。”
  “我要一直那么在机关待着?”何志军苦着脸。
  “不磨磨你的性子,难成大器!”老爷子转身走了。  何志军回味着老爷子的话,脸上浮现出一丝苦笑。 收起阅读 »

奥巴马上海演讲及答问视频(附英文文本,原声)

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The White House
Office of the Press Secretary
For Immediate Release
November 16, 2009
Remarks by President Barack Obama at Town Hall Meeting with Future Chinese LeadersMuseum of Science and Technology, Shanghai, China
1:18 P.M. CST
PRESIDENT OBAMA: Good afternoon. It is a great honor for me to be here in Shanghai, and to have this opportunity to speak with all of you. I'd like to thank Fudan University's President Yang for his hospitality and his gracious welcome. I'd also like to thank our outstanding Ambassador, Jon Huntsman, who exemplifies the deep ties and respect between our nations. I don't know what he said, but I hope it was good. (Laughter.)
What I'd like to do is to make some opening comments, and then what I'm really looking forward to doing is taking questions, not only from students who are in the audience, but also we've received questions online, which will be asked by some of the students who are here in the audience, as well as by Ambassador Huntsman. And I am very sorry that my Chinese is not as good as your English, but I am looking forward to this chance to have a dialogue.
This is my first time traveling to China, and I'm excited to see this majestic country. Here, in Shanghai, we see the growth that has caught the attention of the world -- the soaring skyscrapers, the bustling streets and entrepreneurial activity. And just as I'm impressed by these signs of China's journey to the 21st century, I'm eager to see those ancient places that speak to us from China's distant past. Tomorrow and the next day I hope to have a chance when I'm in Beijing to see the majesty of the Forbidden City and the wonder of the Great Wall. Truly, this is a nation that encompasses both a rich history and a belief in the promise of the future.
The same can be said of the relationship between our two countries. Shanghai, of course, is a city that has great meaning in the history of the relationship between the United States and China. It was here, 37 years ago, that the Shanghai Communique opened the door to a new chapter of engagement between our governments and among our people. However, America's ties to this city -- and to this country -- stretch back further, to the earliest days of America's independence.
In 1784, our founding father, George Washington, commissioned the Empress of China, a ship that set sail for these shores so that it could pursue trade with the Qing Dynasty. Washington wanted to see the ship carry the flag around the globe, and to forge new ties with nations like China. This is a common American impulse -- the desire to reach for new horizons, and to forge new partnerships that are mutually beneficial.
Over the two centuries that have followed, the currents of history have steered the relationship between our countries in many directions. And even in the midst of tumultuous winds, our people had opportunities to forge deep and even dramatic ties. For instance, Americans will never forget the hospitality shown to our pilots who were shot down over your soil during World War II, and cared for by Chinese civilians who risked all that they had by doing so. And Chinese veterans of that war still warmly greet those American veterans who return to the sites where they fought to help liberate China from occupation.
A different kind of connection was made nearly 40 years ago when the frost between our countries began to thaw through the simple game of table tennis. The very unlikely nature of this engagement contributed to its success -- because for all our differences, both our common humanity and our shared curiosity were revealed. As one American player described his visit to China -- "[The]people are just like us…The country is very similar to America, but still very different."
Of course this small opening was followed by the achievement of the Shanghai Communique, and the eventual establishment of formal relations between the United States and China in 1979. And in three decades, just look at how far we have come.
In 1979, trade between the United States and China stood at roughly $5 billion -- today it tops over $400 billion each year. The commerce affects our people's lives in so many ways. America imports from China many of the computer parts we use, the clothes we wear; and we export to China machinery that helps power your industry. This trade could create even more jobs on both sides of the Pacific, while allowing our people to enjoy a better quality of life. And as demand becomes more balanced, it can lead to even broader prosperity.
In 1979, the political cooperation between the United States and China was rooted largely in our shared rivalry with the Soviet Union. Today, we have a positive, constructive and comprehensive relationship that opens the door to partnership on the key global issues of our time -- economic recovery and the development of clean energy; stopping the spread of nuclear weapons and the scourge of climate change; the promotion of peace and security in Asia and around the globe. All of these issues will be on the agenda tomorrow when I meet with President Hu.
And in 1979, the connections among our people were limited. Today, we see the curiosity of those ping-pong players manifested in the ties that are being forged across many sectors. The second highest number of foreign students in the United States come from China, and we've seen a 50 percent increase in the study of Chinese among our own students. There are nearly 200 "friendship cities" drawing our communities together. American and Chinese scientists cooperate on new research and discovery. And of course, Yao Ming is just one signal of our shared love of basketball -- I'm only sorry that I won't be able to see a Shanghai Sharks game while I'm visiting.
It is no coincidence that the relationship between our countries has accompanied a period of positive change. China has lifted hundreds of millions of people out of poverty -- an accomplishment unparalleled in human history -- while playing a larger role in global events. And the United States has seen our economy grow along with the standard of living enjoyed by our people, while bringing the Cold War to a successful conclusion.
There is a Chinese proverb: "Consider the past, and you shall know the future." Surely, we have known setbacks and challenges over the last 30 years. Our relationship has not been without disagreement and difficulty. But the notion that we must be adversaries is not predestined -- not when we consider the past. Indeed, because of our cooperation, both the United States and China are more prosperous and more secure. We have seen what is possible when we build upon our mutual interests, and engage on the basis of mutual respect.
And yet the success of that engagement depends upon understanding -- on sustaining an open dialogue, and learning about one another and from one another. For just as that American table tennis player pointed out -- we share much in common as human beings, but our countries are different in certain ways.
I believe that each country must chart its own course. China is an ancient nation, with a deeply rooted culture. The United States, by comparison, is a young nation, whose culture is determined by the many different immigrants who have come to our shores, and by the founding documents that guide our democracy.
Those documents put forward a simple vision of human affairs, and they enshrine several core principles -- that all men and women are created equal, and possess certain fundamental rights; that government should reflect the will of the people and respond to their wishes; that commerce should be open, information freely accessible; and that laws, and not simply men, should guarantee the administration of justice.
Of course, the story of our nation is not without its difficult chapters. In many ways -- over many years -- we have struggled to advance the promise of these principles to all of our people, and to forge a more perfect union. We fought a very painful civil war, and freed a portion of our population from slavery. It took time for women to be extended the right to vote, workers to win the right to organize, and for immigrants from different corners of the globe to be fully embraced. Even after they were freed, African Americans persevered through conditions that were separate and not equal, before winning full and equal rights.
None of this was easy. But we made progress because of our belief in those core principles, which have served as our compass through the darkest of storms. That is why Lincoln could stand up in the midst of civil war and declare it a struggle to see whether any nation, conceived in liberty, and "dedicated to the proposition that all men are created equal" could long endure. That is why Dr. Martin Luther King could stand on the steps of the Lincoln Memorial and ask that our nation live out the true meaning of its creed. That's why immigrants from China to Kenya could find a home on our shores; why opportunity is available to all who would work for it; and why someone like me, who less than 50 years ago would have had trouble voting in some parts of America, is now able to serve as its President.
And that is why America will always speak out for these core principles around the world. We do not seek to impose any system of government on any other nation, but we also don't believe that the principles that we stand for are unique to our nation. These freedoms of expression and worship -- of access to information and political participation -- we believe are universal rights. They should be available to all people, including ethnic and religious minorities -- whether they are in the United States, China, or any nation. Indeed, it is that respect for universal rights that guides America's openness to other countries; our respect for different cultures; our commitment to international law; and our faith in the future.
These are all things that you should know about America. I also know that we have much to learn about China. Looking around at this magnificent city -- and looking around this room -- I do believe that our nations hold something important in common, and that is a belief in the future. Neither the United States nor China is content to rest on our achievements. For while China is an ancient nation, you are also clearly looking ahead with confidence, ambition, and a commitment to see that tomorrow's generation can do better than today's.
In addition to your growing economy, we admire China's extraordinary commitment to science and research -- a commitment borne out in everything from the infrastructure you build to the technology you use. China is now the world's largest Internet user -- which is why we were so pleased to include the Internet as a part of today's event. This country now has the world's largest mobile phone network, and it is investing in the new forms of energy that can both sustain growth and combat climate change -- and I'm looking forward to deepening the partnership between the United States and China in this critical area tomorrow. But above all, I see China's future in you -- young people whose talent and dedication and dreams will do so much to help shape the 21st century.
I've said many times that I believe that our world is now fundamentally interconnected. The jobs we do, the prosperity we build, the environment we protect, the security that we seek -- all of these things are shared. And given that interconnection, power in the 21st century is no longer a zero-sum game; one country's success need not come at the expense of another. And that is why the United States insists we do not seek to contain China's rise. On the contrary, we welcome China as a strong and prosperous and successful member of the community of nations -- a China that draws on the rights, strengths, and creativity of individual Chinese like you.
To return to the proverb -- consider the past. We know that more is to be gained when great powers cooperate than when they collide. That is a lesson that human beings have learned time and again, and that is the example of the history between our nations. And I believe strongly that cooperation must go beyond our government. It must be rooted in our people -- in the studies we share, the business that we do, the knowledge that we gain, and even in the sports that we play. And these bridges must be built by young men and women just like you and your counterparts in America.
That's why I'm pleased to announce that the United States will dramatically expand the number of our students who study in China to 100,000. And these exchanges mark a clear commitment to build ties among our people, as surely as you will help determine the destiny of the 21st century. And I'm absolutely confident that America has no better ambassadors to offer than our young people. For they, just like you, are filled with talent and energy and optimism about the history that is yet to be written.
So let this be the next step in the steady pursuit of cooperation that will serve our nations, and the world. And if there's one thing that we can take from today's dialogue, I hope that it is a commitment to continue this dialogue going forward.
So thank you very much. And I look forward now to taking some questions from all of you. Thank you very much. (Applause.)
So -- I just want to make sure this works. This is a tradition, by the way, that is very common in the United States at these town hall meetings. And what we're going to do is I will just -- if you are interested in asking a question, you can raise your hands. I will call on you. And then I will alternate between a question from the audience and an Internet question from one of the students who prepared the questions, as well as I think Ambassador Huntsman may have a question that we were able to obtain from the Web site of our embassy.
So let me begin, though, by seeing -- and then what I'll do is I'll call on a boy and then a girl and then -- so we'll go back and forth, so that you know it's fair. All right? So I'll start with this young lady right in the front. Why don't we wait for this microphone so everyone can hear you. And what's your name?
Q My name is (inaudible) and I am a student from Fudan University. Shanghai and Chicago have been sister cities since 1985, and these two cities have conduct a wide range of economic, political, and cultural exchanges. So what measures will you take to deepen this close relationship between cities of the United States and China? And Shanghai will hold the World Exposition next year. Will you bring your family to visit the Expo? Thank you.
PRESIDENT OBAMA: Well, thank you very much for the question. I was just having lunch before I came here with the Mayor of Shanghai, and he told me that he has had an excellent relationship with the city of Chicago -- my home town -- that he's visited there twice. And I think it's wonderful to have these exchanges between cities.
One of the things that I discussed with the Mayor is how both cities can learn from each other on strategies around clean energy, because one of the issues that ties China and America together is how, with an expanding population and a concern for climate change, that we're able to reduce our carbon footprint. And obviously in the United States and many developed countries, per capita, per individual, they are already using much more energy than each individual here in China. But as China grows and expands, it's going to be using more energy as well. So both countries have a great interest in finding new strategies.
We talked about mass transit and the excellent rail lines that are being developed in Shanghai. I think we can learn in Chicago and the United States some of the fine work that's being done on high-speed rail.
In the United States, I think we are learning how to develop buildings that use much less energy, that are much more energy-efficient. And I know that with Shanghai, as I traveled and I saw all the cranes and all the new buildings that are going up, it's very important for us to start incorporating these new technologies so that each building is energy-efficient when it comes to lighting, when it comes to heating. And so it's a terrific opportunity I think for us to learn from each other.
I know this is going to be a major focus of the Shanghai World Expo, is the issue of clean energy, as I learned from the Mayor. And so I would love to attend. I'm not sure yet what my schedule is going to be, but I'm very pleased that we're going to have an excellent U.S. pavilion at the Expo, and I understand that we expect as many as 70 million visitors here. So it's going to be very crowded and it's going to be very exciting.
Chicago has had two world expos in its history, and both of those expos ended up being tremendous boosts for the city. So I'm sure the same thing will happen here in Shanghai.
Thank you. (Applause.)
Why don't we get one of the questions from the Internet? And introduce yourself, in case --
Q First shall I say it in Chinese, and then the English, okay?
PRESIDENT OBAMA: Yes.
Q I want to pose a question from the Internet. I want to thank you, Mr. President, for visiting China in your first year in office, and exchange views with us in China. I want to know what are you bringing to China, your visit to China this time, and what will you bring back to the United States? (Applause.)
PRESIDENT OBAMA: The main purpose of my trip is to deepen my understanding of China and its vision for the future. I have had several meetings now with President Hu. We participated together in the G20 that was dealing with the economic financial crisis. We have had consultations about a wide range of issues. But I think it's very important for the United States to continually deepen its understanding of China, just as it's important for China to continually deepen its understanding of the United States.
In terms of what I'd like to get out of this meeting, or this visit, in addition to having the wonderful opportunity to see the Forbidden City and the Great Wall, and to meet with all of you -- these are all highlights -- but in addition to that, the discussions that I intend to have with President Hu speak to the point that Ambassador Huntsman made earlier, which is there are very few global challenges that can be solved unless the United States and China agree.
So let me give you a specific example, and that is the issue we were just discussing of climate change. The United States and China are the world's two largest emitters of greenhouse gases, of carbon that is causing the planet to warm. Now, the United States, as a highly developed country, as I said before, per capita, consumes much more energy and emits much more greenhouse gases for each individual than does China. On the other hand, China is growing at a much faster pace and it has a much larger population. So unless both of our countries are willing to take critical steps in dealing with this issue, we will not be able to resolve it.
There's going to be a Copenhagen conference in December in which world leaders are trying to find a recipe so that we can all make commitments that are differentiated so each country would not have the same obligations -- obviously China, which has much more poverty, should not have to do exactly the same thing as the United States -- but all of us should have these certain obligations in terms of what our plan will be to reduce these greenhouse gases.
So that's an example of what I hope to get out of this meeting -- a meeting of the minds between myself and President Hu about how together the United States and China can show leadership. Because I will tell you, other countries around the world will be waiting for us. They will watch to see what we do. And if they say, ah, you know, the United States and China, they're not serious about this, then they won't be serious either. That is the burden of leadership that both of our countries now carry. And my hope is, is that the more discussion and dialogue that we have, the more we are able to show this leadership to the world on these many critical issues. Okay? (Applause.)
All right, it's a -- I think it must be a boy's turn now. Right? So I'll call on this young man right here.
Q (As translated.) Mr. President, good afternoon. I'm from Tongji University. I want to cite a saying from Confucius: "It is always good to have a friend coming from afar." In Confucius books, there is a great saying which says that harmony is good, but also we uphold differences. China advocates a harmonious world. We know that the United States develops a culture that features diversity. I want to know, what will your government do to build a diversified world with different cultures? What would you do to respect the different cultures and histories of other countries? And what kinds of cooperation we can conduct in the future?
PRESIDENT OBAMA: This is an excellent point. The United States, one of our strengths is that we are a very diverse culture. We have people coming from all around the world. And so there's no one definition of what an American looks like. In my own family, I have a father who was from Kenya; I have a mother who was from Kansas, in the Midwest of the United States; my sister is half-Indonesian; she's married to a Chinese person from Canada. So when you see family gatherings in the Obama household, it looks like the United Nations. (Laughter.)
And that is a great strength of the United States, because it means that we learn from different cultures and different foods and different ideas, and that has made us a much more dynamic society.
Now, what is also true is that each country in this interconnected world has its own culture and its own history and its own traditions. And I think it's very important for the United States not to assume that what is good for us is automatically good for somebody else. And we have to have some modesty about our attitudes towards other countries.
I have to say, though, as I said in my opening remarks, that we do believe that there are certain fundamental principles that are common to all people, regardless of culture. So, for example, in the United Nations we are very active in trying to make sure that children all around the world are treated with certain basic rights -- that if children are being exploited, if there's forced labor for children, that despite the fact that that may have taken place in the past in many different countries, including the United States, that all countries of the world now should have developed to the point where we are treating children better than we did in the past. That's a universal value.
I believe, for example, the same thing holds true when it comes to the treatment of women. I had a very interesting discussion with the Mayor of Shanghai during lunch right before I came, and he informed me that in many professions now here in China, there are actually more women enrolled in college than there are men, and that they are doing very well. I think that is an excellent indicator of progress, because it turns out that if you look at development around the world, one of the best indicators of whether or not a country does well is how well it educates its girls and how it treats its women. And countries that are tapping into the talents and the energy of women and giving them educations typically do better economically than countries that don't.
So, now, obviously difficult cultures may have different attitudes about the relationship between men and women, but I think it is the view of the United States that it is important for us to affirm the rights of women all around the world. And if we see certain societies in which women are oppressed, or they are not getting opportunities, or there is violence towards women, we will speak out.
Now, there may be some people who disagree with us, and we can have a dialogue about that. But we think it's important, nevertheless, to be true to our ideals and our values. And we -- and when we do so, though, we will always do so with the humility and understanding that we are not perfect and that we still have much progress to make. If you talk to women in America, they will tell you that there are still men who have a lot of old-fashioned ideas about the role of women in society. And so we don't claim that we have solved all these problems, but we do think that it's important for us to speak out on behalf of these universal ideals and these universal values.
Okay? All right. We're going to take a question from the Internet.
Q Hello, Mr. President. It's a great honor to be here and meet you in person.
PRESIDENT OBAMA: Thank you.
Q I will be reading a question selected on the Internet to you, and this question is from somebody from Taiwan. In his question, he said: I come from Taiwan. Now I am doing business on the mainland. And due to improved cross-straits relations in recent years, my business in China is doing quite well. So when I heard the news that some people in America would like to propose -- continue selling arms and weapons to Taiwan, I begin to get pretty worried. I worry that this may make our cross-straits relations suffer. So I would like to know if, Mr. President, are you supportive of improved cross-straits relations? And although this question is from a businessman, actually, it's a question of keen concern to all of us young Chinese students, so we'd really like to know your position on this question. Thank you. (Applause.)
PRESIDENT OBAMA: Thank you. Well, I have been clear in the past that my administration fully supports a one-China policy, as reflected in the three joint communiqués that date back several decades, in terms of our relations with Taiwan as well as our relations with the People's Republic of China. We don't want to change that policy and that approach.
I am very pleased with the reduction of tensions and the improvement in cross-straits relations, and it is my deep desire and hope that we will continue to see great improvement between Taiwan and the rest of -- and the People's Republic in resolving many of these issues.
One of the things that I think that the United States, in terms of its foreign policy and its policy with respect to China, is always seeking is ways that through dialogue and negotiations, problems can be solved. We always think that's the better course. And I think that economic ties and commercial ties that are taking place in this region are helping to lower a lot of the tensions that date back before you were born or even before I was born.
Now, there are some people who still look towards the past when it comes to these issues, as opposed to looking towards the future. I prefer to look towards the future. And as I said, I think the commercial ties that are taking place -- there's something about when people think that they can do business and make money that makes them think very clearly and not worry as much about ideology. And I think that that's starting to happen in this region, and we are very supportive of that process. Okay?
Let's see, it's a girl's turn now, right? Yes, right there. Yes. Hold on, let's get -- whoops, I'm sorry, they took the mic back here. I'll call on you next.
Go ahead, and then I'll go up here later. Go ahead.
Q Thank you.
PRESIDENT OBAMA: I'll call on you later. But I'll on her first and then I'll call on you afterwards.
Go ahead.
Q Okay, thank you. Mr. President, I'm a student from Shanghai Jiao Tong University. I have a question concerning the Nobel Prize for Peace. In your opinion, what's the main reason that you were honored the Nobel Prize for Peace? And will it give you more responsibility and pressure to -- more pressure and the responsibility to promote world peace? And will it bring you -- will it influence your ideas while dealing with the international affairs? Thank you very much.
PRESIDENT OBAMA: Thank you. That was an excellent question. I have to say that nobody was more surprised than me about winning the Nobel Prize for Peace. Obviously it's a great honor. I don't believe necessarily that it's an honor I deserve, given the extraordinary history of people who have won the prize. All I can do is to, with great humility, accept the fact that I think the committee was inspired by the American people and the possibilities of changing not only America but also America's approach to the world. And so in some ways I think they gave me the prize but I was more just a symbol of the shift in our approach to world affairs that we are trying to promote.
In terms of the burden that I feel, I am extraordinarily honored to be put in the position of President. And as my wife always reminds me when I complain that I'm working too hard, she says, you volunteered for this job. (Laughter.) And so you -- there's a saying -- I don't know if there's a similar saying in China -- we have a saying: "You made your bed, now you have to sleep in it." And it basically means you have to be careful what you ask for because you might get it.
I think that all of us have obligations for trying to promote peace in the world. It's not always easy to do. There are still a lot of conflicts in the world that are -- date back for centuries. If you look at the Middle East, there are wars and conflict that are rooted in arguments going back a thousand years. In many parts of the world -- let's say, in the continent of Africa -- there are ethnic and tribal conflicts that are very hard to resolve.
And obviously, right now, as President of the United States, part of my job is to serve as Commander-in-Chief, and my first priority is to protect the American people. And because of the attacks on 9/11 and the terrorism that has been taking place around the world where innocent people are being killed, it is my obligation to make sure that we root out these terrorist organizations, and that we cooperate with other countries in terms of dealing with this kind of violence.
Nevertheless, although I don't think that we can ever completely eliminate violence between nations or between peoples, I think that we can definitely reduce the violence between peoples -- through dialogue, through the exchange of ideas, through greater understanding between peoples and between cultures.
And particularly now when just one individual can detonate a bomb that causes so much destruction, it is more important than ever that we pursue these strategies for peace. Technology is a powerful instrument for good, but it has also given the possibility for just a few people to cause enormous damage. And that's why I'm hopeful that in my meetings with President Hu and on an ongoing basis, both the United States and China can work together to try to reduce conflicts that are taking place.
We have to do so, though, also keeping in mind that when we use our military, because we're such big and strong countries, that we have to be self-reflective about what we do; that we have to examine our own motives and our own interests to make sure that we are not simply using our military forces because nobody can stop us. That's a burden that great countries, great powers, have, is to act responsibly in the community of nations. And my hope is, is that the United States and China together can help to create an international norms that reduce conflict around the world. (Applause.)
Okay. All right? Jon -- I'm going to call on my Ambassador because I think he has a question that was generated through the Web site of our embassy. This was selected, though, by I think one of the members of our U.S. press corps so that --
AMBASSADOR HUNTSMAN: That's right. And not surprisingly, "in a country with 350 million Internet users and 60 million bloggers, do you know of the firewall?" And second, "should we be able to use Twitter freely" -- is the question.
PRESIDENT OBAMA: Well, first of all, let me say that I have never used Twitter. I noticed that young people -- they're very busy with all these electronics. My thumbs are too clumsy to type in things on the phone. But I am a big believer in technology and I'm a big believer in openness when it comes to the flow of information. I think that the more freely information flows, the stronger the society becomes, because then citizens of countries around the world can hold their own governments accountable. They can begin to think for themselves. That generates new ideas. It encourages creativity.
And so I've always been a strong supporter of open Internet use. I'm a big supporter of non-censorship. This is part of the tradition of the United States that I discussed before, and I recognize that different countries have different traditions. I can tell you that in the United States, the fact that we have free Internet -- or unrestricted Internet access is a source of strength, and I think should be encouraged.
Now, I should tell you, I should be honest, as President of the United States, there are times where I wish information didn't flow so freely because then I wouldn't have to listen to people criticizing me all the time. I think people naturally are -- when they're in positions of power sometimes thinks, oh, how could that person say that about me, or that's irresponsible, or -- but the truth is that because in the United States information is free, and I have a lot of critics in the United States who can say all kinds of things about me, I actually think that that makes our democracy stronger and it makes me a better leader because it forces me to hear opinions that I don't want to hear. It forces me to examine what I'm doing on a day-to-day basis to see, am I really doing the very best that I could be doing for the people of the United States.
And I think the Internet has become an even more powerful tool for that kind of citizen participation. In fact, one of the reasons that I won the presidency was because we were able to mobilize young people like yourself to get involved through the Internet. Initially, nobody thought we could win because we didn't have necessarily the most wealthy supporters; we didn't have the most powerful political brokers. But through the Internet, people became excited about our campaign and they started to organize and meet and set up campaign activities and events and rallies. And it really ended up creating the kind of bottom-up movement that allowed us to do very well.
Now, that's not just true in -- for government and politics. It's also true for business. You think about a company like Google that only 20 years ago was -- less than 20 years ago was the idea of a couple of people not much older than you. It was a science project. And suddenly because of the Internet, they were able to create an industry that has revolutionized commerce all around the world. So if it had not been for the freedom and the openness that the Internet allows, Google wouldn't exist.
So I'm a big supporter of not restricting Internet use, Internet access, other information technologies like Twitter. The more open we are, the more we can communicate. And it also helps to draw the world together.
Think about -- when I think about my daughters, Malia and Sasha -- one is 11, one is 8 -- from their room, they can get on the Internet and they can travel to Shanghai. They can go anyplace in the world and they can learn about anything they want to learn about. And that's just an enormous power that they have. And that helps, I think, promote the kind of understanding that we talked about.
Now, as I said before, there's always a downside to technology. It also means that terrorists are able to organize on the Internet in ways that they might not have been able to do before. Extremists can mobilize. And so there's some price that you pay for openness, there's no denying that. But I think that the good outweighs the bad so much that it's better to maintain that openness. And that's part of why I'm so glad that the Internet was part of this forum. Okay?
I'm going to take two more questions. And the next one is from a gentleman, I think. Right here, yes. Here's the microphone.
Q First, I would like to say that it is a great honor for me to stand here to ask you the questions. I think I am so lucky and just appreciate that your speech is so clear that I really do not need such kind of headset. (Laughter.)
And here comes my question. My name is (inaudible) from Fudan University School of Management. And I would like to ask you the question -- is that now that someone has asked you something about the Nobel Peace Prize, but I will not ask you in the same aspect. I want to ask you in the other aspect that since it is very hard for you to get such kind of an honorable prize, and I wonder and we all wonder that -- how you struggled to get it. And what's your university/college education that brings you to get such kind of prizes? We are very curious about it and we would like to invite you to share with us your campus education experiences so as to go on the road of success.
PRESIDENT OBAMA: Well, first of all, let me tell you that I don't know if there's a curriculum or course of study that leads you to win the Nobel Peace Prize. (Laughter.) So I can't guarantee that. But I think the recipe for success is the one that you are already following. Obviously all of you are working very hard, you're studying very hard. You're curious. You're willing to think about new ideas and think for yourself. You know, the people who I meet now that I find most inspiring who are successful I think are people who are not only willing to work very hard but are constantly trying to improve themselves and to think in new ways, and not just accept the conventional wisdom.
Obviously there are many different paths to success, and some of you are going to be going into government service; some of you might want to be teachers or professors; some of you might want to be businesspeople. But I think that whatever field you go into, if you're constantly trying to improve and never satisfied with not having done your best, and constantly asking new questions -- "Are there things that I could be doing differently? Are there new approaches to problems that nobody has thought of before, whether it's in science or technology or in the arts? -- those are usually the people who I think are able to rise about the rest.
The one last piece of advice, though, that I would have that has been useful for me is the people who I admire the most and are most successful, they're not just thinking only about themselves but they're also thinking about something larger than themselves. So they want to make a contribution to society. They want to make a contribution to their country, their nation, their city. They are interested in having an impact beyond their own immediate lives.
I think so many of us, we get caught up with wanting to make money for ourselves and have a nice car and have a nice house and -- all those things are important, but the people who really make their mark on the world is because they have a bigger ambition. They say, how can I help feed hungry people? Or, how can I help to teach children who don't have an education? Or, how can I bring about peaceful resolution of conflicts? Those are the people I think who end up making such a big difference in the world. And I'm sure that young people like you are going to be able to make that kind of difference as long as you keep working the way you've been working.
All right? All right, this is going to be the last question, unfortunately. We've run out of time so quickly. Our last Internet question, because I want to make sure that we got all three of our fine students here.
Q Mr. President, it's a great honor for the last question. And I'm a college student from Fudan University, and today I'm also the representative of China's Youth (inaudible.) And this question I think is from Beijing: Paid great attention to your Afghanistan policies, and he would like to know whether terrorism is still the greatest security concern for the United States? And how do you assess the military actions in Afghanistan, or whether it will turn into another Iraqi war? Thank you very much.
PRESIDENT OBAMA: I think that's an excellent question. Well, first of all, I do continue to believe that the greatest threat to United States' security are the terrorist networks like al Qaeda. And the reason is, is because even though they are small in number, what they have shown is, is that they have no conscience when it comes to the destruction of innocent civilians. And because of technology today, if an organization like that got a weapon of mass destruction on its hands -- a nuclear or a chemical or a biological weapon -- and they used it in a city, whether it's in Shanghai or New York, just a few individuals could potentially kill tens of thousands of people, maybe hundreds of thousands. So it really does pose an extraordinary threat.
Now, the reason we originally went into Afghanistan was because al Qaeda was in Afghanistan, being hosted by the Taliban. They have now moved over the border of Afghanistan and they are in Pakistan now, but they continue to have networks with other extremist organizations in that region. And I do believe that it is important for us to stabilize Afghanistan so that the people of Afghanistan can protect themselves, but they can also be a partner in reducing the power of these extremist networks.
Now, obviously it is a very difficult thing -- one of the hardest things about my job is ordering young men and women into the battlefield. I often have to meet with the mothers and fathers of the fallen, those who do not come home. And it is a great weight on me. It gives me a heavy heart.
Fortunately, our Armed Services is -- the young men and women who participate, they believe so strongly in their service to their country that they are willing to go. And I think that it is possible -- working in a broader coalition with our allies in NATO and others that are contributing like Australia -- to help train the Afghans so that they have a functioning government, that they have their own security forces, and then slowly we can begin to pull our troops out because there's no longer that vacuum that existed after the Taliban left.
But it's a difficult task. It's not easy. And ultimately I think in trying to defeat these terrorist extremists, it's important to understand it's not just a military exercise. We also have to think about what motivates young people to become terrorists, why would they become suicide bombers. And although there are obviously a lot of different reasons, including I think the perversion of religion, in thinking that somehow these kinds of violent acts are appropriate, part of what's happened in places like Pakistan and Afghanistan is these young people have no education, they have no opportunities, and so they see no way for them to move forward in life, and that leads them into thinking that this is their only option.
And so part of what we want to do in Afghanistan is to find ways that we can train teachers and create schools and improve agriculture so that people have a greater sense of hope. That won't change the ideas of a Osama bin Laden who are very ideologically fixed on trying to strike at the West, but it will change the pool of young people who they can recruit from. And that is at least as important, if not more important over time, as whatever military actions that we can take. Okay?
All right, I have had a wonderful time. I am so grateful to all of you. First of all, let me say I'm very impressed with all of your English. Clearly you've been studying very hard. And having a chance to meet with all of you I think has given me great hope for the future of U.S.-China relations.
I hope that many of you have the opportunity to come and travel and visit the United States. You will be welcome. I think you will find that the American people feel very warmly towards the people of China. And I am very confident that, with young people like yourselves and the young people that I know in the United States, that our two great countries will continue to prosper and help to bring about a more peaceful and secure world.
So thank you very much everybody. Thank you. (Applause.)
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不想

很多事情不想去看清楚,看清楚所有的一切之后会无法面对眼前的现实。人都是有私心的,说别人的时候应该想想自己,站在别人的角度考虑下问题。环境造就人,环境改变人,人就...
很多事情不想去看清楚,看清楚所有的一切之后会无法面对眼前的现实。人都是有私心的,说别人的时候应该想想自己,站在别人的角度考虑下问题。环境造就人,环境改变人,人就是这样的善变。不同阶级的人是根本不可能对同一事情达成共识,因为他们不是同一环境下的人。人无法逃脱现实,永远无法满足自己的欲望,贪婪的私心是好是坏呢?距离产生美,但距离却会让我们忘记很多,忘记曾经患难的知己,因为大家都已经长大了,有了自己的生活,自己的家庭。只想抓住自己所拥有的亲情,珍惜现在拥有的一切,愿所有人都是健健康康,家庭都是和睦的,平平淡淡的生活。
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若爱,请深爱。 放弃,请彻底。

[list=1] [*]若爱,请深爱。 放弃,请彻底。 等待,本身就是一个错误。 2. 看的开一点,伤的就会少一点。 3. 许多事情,总是在经历以后...
  1. 若爱,请深爱。 放弃,请彻底。 等待,本身就是一个错误。 2. 看的开一点,伤的就会少一点。 3. 许多事情,总是在经历以后才会懂得,一如感情:错过了,遗憾了,才知道其实生活并不需要这么多无谓的执著。 4. 秋天,残忍的季节,成熟不成熟的都要一同收割。一切都会在秋冬交替的刹那间随风而逝,唯有那一泓鲜亮山溪般的记忆永远在我心中哗哗流动... 5. 珍惜手边的幸福,不要等到失去以后才悔不当初,也许,你的一生也就只有那么一个人会真正用心在你身上。 6. 人生就像一列车,车上总有形形色色的人穿梭往来。你也可能会在车上遇到很多你以为有缘分的人,但是车也会有停下来的时候,总会有人从人生这列车上上下下,当你下去的时候你挥挥手,一转身你能记住的只有回家的路。 7. 有的人你看了一辈子,却忽视了一辈子。有的人你看了一眼,却影响到你的一生。 有的人热情的为你而快乐,却被你冷落。有的人让你拥有短暂的开心,却得到你思绪的连锁。 有的人一厢情愿了N年,却被你拒绝了N年。 8.不要欠朋友太多东西,因为你可能永远都没有机会还他
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“第一次做总经理”

昨天无意间在坛子里看到这篇文章,觉得还是有很多看点的。也是一份很好的职场实战学习资料。建议大家有时间的话,多看看,只可惜,坛友才发到第四章,期待中!
昨天无意间在坛子里看到这篇文章,觉得还是有很多看点的。也是一份很好的职场实战学习资料。建议大家有时间的话,多看看,只可惜,坛友才发到第四章,期待中!

交换空间

一直很喜欢这个节目,把自己的家装扮的漂漂亮亮的,温馨的,田园的,地中海的,时尚的。 真的很希望有一天自己的家也会装扮的很亮丽。 可惜。。。。 如果可以装修...
一直很喜欢这个节目,把自己的家装扮的漂漂亮亮的,温馨的,田园的,地中海的,时尚的。
真的很希望有一天自己的家也会装扮的很亮丽。
可惜。。。。
如果可以装修自己的家的话,你愿意装成什么风格的?

相恋的人分手后还是否真的能成为朋友?

相恋的人分手后还是否真的能成为朋友?
相恋的人分手后还是否真的能成为朋友?

下雨了

终于可以写日志了,刚写了两篇,结果因好友不够,没有给发表. 今天又下雨了,奇怪,南方冬天下雪,北方冬天下雨,有意思.
终于可以写日志了,刚写了两篇,结果因好友不够,没有给发表.
今天又下雨了,奇怪,南方冬天下雪,北方冬天下雨,有意思.

浙江大学郑强教授语录值得我们记住

1、我们漠视历史的价值,总以为楼宇越新越好,但你到法国市中心看看,几乎没有什么新建筑,他们以历史积淀为自豪,而我们以不断地拆楼建楼来折腾自己。 2.教育的本...

1、我们漠视历史的价值,总以为楼宇越新越好,但你到法国市中心看看,几乎没有什么新建筑,他们以历史积淀为自豪,而我们以不断地拆楼建楼来折腾自己。 2.教育的本职不是谋生,而是唤起兴趣,鼓舞精神。靠教育来谋生和发达也是可以的,却被我们过度重视了。 3.日本人宁愿喜欢黑人,也不喜欢我们,因为现在的中国人没有了精神。 4.大家都在嘲笑俄罗斯,但我知道俄罗斯将来一定会发达,因为那里的人2天没吃饭了饿着肚子还排队,而我们有2个人也要挤的不可开交。
5.日本人侵犯我们,因为我们出了很多汉奸。将来日本人侵犯我们,还会不会有汉奸?谁将是未来中国的汉奸?在座的诸位很大一部分都将是。因为你们嘲笑爱国者,崇拜权势和金钱,鄙夷理想和志气。 6.谁现在就是汉奸?北大清华的学生,因为用他们学习的知识帮外国人开拓市场,打败我们中国的企业。 7.将来中国即使发达了,但你看看那些开着豪华车的富翁们从车窗外向外吐痰、扔垃圾。你就知道,如果没有教育,中国再富裕也不会强大。 8.读书是为了承担责任。但现在的教育让女人承担了太多责任,让男人逃避了太多责任。 9.人类历史,实际就是一连串冲动。所以大家不要鄙视冲动,因为冲动都是可爱地。 10.中国的篮球不缺乏技术,不缺乏金钱,但他们缺乏责任感,哪怕是对消费者的责任感。 11.会唱歌的人用气息发音,所以不累。当我看到你们说话时喉头是动的,我就知道你唱歌肯定不好。 12.未来20年,中国人崇拜的将是知识而不是官员。这一点我们应该向日本学习,这个民族对知识的尊重,无以复加。但现在在中国有点钱的人,有点小权的人--哪怕是个科长,也可以照样把大学教授弄得没有尊严。(看不起官员,不尊重知识,我们学校也是,鬼行政人员,屁能耐没有,工资比老师的还高,都给我滚回去带孩子吧。)这种貌似聪明的聪明,洋洋自得的市侩,是多么肤浅啊。 13.一个男人,只可以给自己的父母和妻子下跪,只可以对自己的老师鞠躬,绝对不应当对权贵与金钱低头。但如今,大多数人正好反了。 14.日本人为什么不道歉,日本总统为什么不谢罪?因为他们知道,日本人的尊严和历史最重要,相反其它亚洲的不满太没有分量,所以他们可以置之不理。 15.教育应该让中国懂得自尊。但是现在我们看到外国人就低头,女生看到外国垃圾一般的男人都想讨好。同志们,在外国人面前我们多么地没有尊严。在留学的日本东京大学的人当中,我是唯一回来的,但日本人反而敬重我,因为我活得有灵魂,活得有骨气。 收起阅读 »

安心工作,一切皆可为 (z)

一、该读的书。 二、该理顺的工作。 三、该整理的文件。 四、该进行的培训。 五、该总结的东西。 ...












一、该读的书。
二、该理顺的工作。
三、该整理的文件。
四、该进行的培训。
五、该总结的东西。
六、该整理的讲稿。
七、该进行的统计和分析。
八、该继续看第二遍的书。

会有天使替我爱你

第二章 圣榆学院建在一座美丽的山上,或者应该说,圣榆本身就是一座常年翠绿郁郁葱葱的山。校园里种满了各种树木,樟树、枫...





第二章





圣榆学院建在一座美丽的山上,或者应该说,圣榆本身就是一座常年翠绿郁郁葱葱的山。校园里种满了各种树木,樟树、枫树、樱花树、桂树、法国梧桐、棕榈树、银杏树……





南方的树跟北方的树感觉差别很大。在小米以前的校园里,一棵树就是一棵树,一根竹子就是一根竹子。但是圣榆里树木茂密得让人吃惊,竹子一长就是几百根紧拥在一起,好有气势。樟树亦是,浓茂得遮天蔽日,遒劲苍黑的枝干随着风势长成各种各样灵动之姿。





通往枫园有一条弯曲的山路,山上层层叠叠种满了棕榈、桂树、枫树和夹竹桃,从高到低,树木们重叠簇拥,丰沛浓绿的生命力活泼泼地满溢出来。正是五月底,夹竹桃开得满山遍野,深红的花朵大片大片,虽说不上多么矜贵罕有,但那热烈的花海看得人心里觉得很幸福。山路边蜿蜒有排水的沟渠,树叶清香摇摆,水声琅琅,走这条路,小米觉得就像到了仙境一般。





枫园宿舍也很棒。





推开窗户竟然远远可以看到东湖!





湖水跟天空一样的颜色,绵延成开阔的风景,小米深深呼吸,她似乎能够嗅到湖面的风。呵呵,其实东湖的风是带着一点腥气的,不过,还是可以假想它又清新又美好。





“还有一个多月这学期就结束了,为什么不下学期再转校 过来呢?”戚果果躺在宿舍的床上,边吃小米买来给她的巧克力,边好奇地问。





小米打开书桌上的台灯,从抽屉里掏出一个日记本子,想一想,回答说:“我要找一个人。”





“找人?找谁?”戚果果陶醉地慢慢品味巧克力,“哪个系的?”





“已经找到了。”





小米微笑。嗯,真的好幸运,一来就找到了。





“你的朋友吗?男生还是女生?”戚果果继续问,啊,一块巧克力果然太少了,吃下去胃里都没有感觉。原本超市里小米要买两块给她的,可是她看到小米钱包里瘪瘪的只有不到五十块钱,就只拿了一个。





小米抓抓脑袋:“那个……”不知道怎么说才好,但是又不想说谎话去骗戚果果。





这时,宿舍门开了。





杨可薇阴沉着脸走进来,把书本往床上一扔,冷冷扫看正说话的小米和戚果果:“十点了,熄灯睡觉。”说着,她径直伸手按下宿舍大灯开关。





“啪——”一声响,宿舍里顿时黑暗下来,只有小米的台灯散出幽柔的光线。





戚果果气得坐起来:“喂!杨可薇,十点还是正常的工作和学习时间好不好?!你有什么权力直接关灯!”气死人,这个杨可薇总是这样,她要睡觉,八点都必须关灯,她不睡觉,夜里两点都不能关灯!成媛在宿舍的话她还不敢这么嚣张,摆明是看自己好欺负嘛。





杨可薇直挺挺仰倒床上,“刷”地拉上床围,脸黑黑地面对墙壁闭上眼睛。





“有人失恋了哦,”戚果果哼着歌曲,轻蔑地端脸盆准备去洗脸睡觉,“商学院第一美女今天被人当众拒绝,哎呀呀,好大的新闻哦!”





“戚——果——果——!”





一本书从杨可薇的床里扔出来!





戚果果眼明手快关门出去,书狠狠地砸到了门上,“砰”的一声带出主人满腔恼意。





宿舍里顿时变得安静。





一盏台灯光线轻柔。





小米静静坐在书桌前,吸一口气,翻开桌上的日记本。 本子里面的纸页是浅浅的蓝色,暗纹印着各种天使的图案。





她拿起笔,努力让自己唇边的笑容也像天使一样可爱——





“翌,





今天好开心,因为我终于找到你了呢!





对不起,一开始我不知道那就是你,所以把你推倒在了地上。会不会很疼?有没有摔伤?嗯,我当然明白你不会生我的气,可是我还是会担心埃都怪我太莽撞……你说过那是我的缺点,我从现在开始就慢慢改好不好?





你在笑对吗?





你笑得真好看……





其他的天使一定很喜欢你吧。





我知道,没有人会不喜欢你的,天使们当然也会很喜欢你啦:)





新学校很漂亮,老师们都很亲切,同学们也都很友善。我们宿舍一共有四个人,她们叫戚果果、成媛、杨可薇。名字很好听对不对?告诉你哦,她们不但名字好听,而且人也好好呢,对我又关心又热情。所以,你不用担心我:)





好了,我要去睡了。





今晚一定会睡得很香甜,因为明天又可以看到你了。





啊,还有——





亲一个!





呵呵,很香吧:)你不可以喜欢别的天使哦,你只能永远永远喜欢我一个!





????????????????爱你的小米”





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下午,阳光明媚。





天空蓝得仿佛透明,白云丝丝缕缕,太阳将云层照耀出灿烂光芒。商学院的旁边有一个操场,红色的塑胶跑道,里面是绿茵茵的足球常虽然相对于校园里别的操场来讲小了一点,但是篮球架、单杠、排球网等等都有,上体育课是足够了。





体育课是男女生分开班同时上的,女生这边在练习排球,男生那边打篮球。





树荫下,女生们二人一组正在对练垫球。





“胳膊伸直!”





“腿要弯曲一些,哎,对,不要太僵硬……”





……





“用前臂去垫球,”女体育老师走到小米面前,把她的胳膊拉拢加紧,“对,就像这样……不要用手指头去拨,垫不准方向而且没有力量。”





“谢谢老师!”





小米恭敬地说,努力去寻找老师教的那种感觉。女体育老师笑笑,又走向下一个学生。





老师一走开,戚果果就蹲在地上呼呼喘气:“累死了!呼……天哪,要对垫二十个才能及格?还不如杀了我干脆!”体育课对她而言是噩梦,不知道是不是胖的原因,她没有一项体育成绩是及格的。





小米擦擦汗,沮丧:“是啊,垫球好像很不容易掌握。”





“那怎么办?”





戚果果两眼发直。





小米忽然睁大眼睛向左边看去,轻叫:“你快看!哇,成媛垫球垫得好棒!”





成媛在和老师做示范对练。





健康红润的双颊,矫健移动的步伐,灵活柔韧的身姿,运动中的成媛有种逼人的飒爽之气!雪白的排球在她双臂间轻盈弹飞,空中划出优美的弧线,又稳又准。





“五十六!”





“五十七!”





“五十八!”





……





随着垫球回合的增加,女生们兴奋起来,齐声大力加油。小米和戚果果也挤在女生群里,挥舞着拳头为宿舍之光成媛喝采助威!





小米对成媛已经有了一些了解。





成媛是圣榆女生中的翘楚,深受同学们尊敬。她身世很可怜,三岁的时候父母就因为洪水去世,家里所有的财产也被洪水冲没了。她被姑姑一手带大,生活得很穷困,学费和生活费很多时候要靠邻居和好心人救济。但是她学习非常出色,几乎所有考试都排名第一第二,而且为人也很好,曾经被评为国家级优秀学生。





成媛考入圣榆后,学校为了照顾她,不但免除了她的学费,而且给她的姑姑安排了管理宿舍的工作。





为了报答圣榆学院,只要能够参加的活动无论是各种知识竞赛、演讲比赛、辩论赛、排球赛、篮球赛……成媛统统参加,为圣榆拿回了一座座奖杯。





成媛是学校的骄傲。





然而小米知道,成媛付出的也很多。每天不到十二点,她是不会从自习室回来的;每天清晨五点,她又会早早起床锻炼身体,备战下一次比赛。





虽然在宿舍跟成媛接触的机会还不多,但是小米很尊敬她。





……





“九十六!”





“九十七!”





“九十八!”





女生们跳起来欢呼,成媛垫球的姿势真是帅呆了,阳光将她修长柔韧的身躯照耀得会发光一样。





隔壁正在体育课的班级同学也忍不住纷纷转头观看。





“九十九!”





正这时——





一只篮球天外飞来,呼啸着霹雳之势,直直砸在来不及闪躲的成媛脑袋上!





“砰——”





巨响!





女生们尖叫!





原本马上就可以完满的一百个垫球也泡汤了!





成媛吃痛地蹲在地上,手捂住额角,轻轻吸气,几声申吟从她嘴里压抑着逸出。





女生们全都跑着围过来,七嘴八舌焦急关切地问:





“有没有受伤?”





“快去医务室吧!”





“是哪个白痴把篮球扔过来的呀!没有长眼睛吗?!”





……





小米挤到前面,赶忙掏出口袋里的手绢,轻轻帮成媛擦掉额角的脏污。啊呀,她倒吸口气,成媛被篮球砸得好厉害,额角红红肿肿一大片,血丝慢慢渗出来。





小米小心翼翼搀她起来:“我陪你先去医务室擦点药。”





女体育老师也看了下成媛的伤口:“你们快去吧,不要让伤口感染。”女孩子如果破相就麻烦了。





“不用。”





成媛沉静地拉开小米扶她的手。





“我自己去就可以了。”





“哦,”小米望她一眼,微笑,“那你自己小心埃”成媛好像不喜欢跟同学走得太近,淡淡的总是有种疏离感。





“蔼—”





天空又忽然出现一道阴影,伴随着女生们又一声齐齐尖叫!





“歇—心——!”





居然又有一只篮球横空飞掷而来!





小米吓得缩头闭住眼睛,双手下意识地把身边的成媛也斜拉躲闪。两个女孩子撞成一团,小米可以听到篮球将将擦过耳边撕裂空气的尖啸,那一刻,她的心脏紧张得都快麻痹了!





女生们一个个惊魂未定、面色苍白。





好危险啊!





成媛拍拍小米的肩膀,眉头皱起来,朝篮球飞来的方向看去。





“喂!那边的同学!你们在干什么?!”





女体育老师也生气了,对着隔壁篮球场大声喊。





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篮球场火药味十足!





十几只篮球凌乱地散落地上。





三四只依自在砰砰弹跳向各个方向滚去。





一个男生狼狈地在篮球架下面,衣服上、脸上、头发上满是被篮球砸中后脏脏的污迹。几个男生拉住劝阻他,他神情愤怒,大声吼:





“尹堂曜!别人怕你,我不怕!靠着家里有权有势就可以横行霸道了吗?我就站在这里,有本事你杀了我!”





赶过来的女生们目瞪口呆。





这男生是班里平素脾气蛮好功课也蛮好的卫涛,不知道发生了什么事情让他如此愤怒以至于想要跟人打架。





那一边,尹堂曜斜斜侧身而立。





他眼神冷漠,唇角勾出抹讥讽的冷笑,修长的身子在阳光下渗出令人心悸的寒意。





一颗橙色篮球在他手指尖旋转,越转越快!





尹堂耀眼神阴郁,声音冰冷:





“很好,有骨气。”





说着,他大手抓起篮球,手腕带出强大的力量,篮球如闪电般凌厉地向卫涛飞掷而去!





卫涛的犟脾气也上来了,硬着脖子愣是不闪不躲!





旁边的男生们慌忙把他推到旁边,球重重砸到篮球架上,“嗡”一声沉重闷响。女生们立时知道了,方才那些“天外飞球”原来都是尹堂曜摔出来的





又是他碍…





自从尹堂曜进入圣榆,大大小小的架打过十几次,按说早该被退学或者至少记大过了。可是他仍旧象什么事情都没有发生一样,晃来晃去地来上课。





家里有钱就是这样吧。





而且尹家还不是普通的有钱有势,据说省里的高官们都不敢轻易得罪他母亲。因为如果尹家离开,那么本省就会损失巨额财政来源。





男生们死死抱紧愤怒冲动的卫涛。





他们不是偏帮尹堂曜,而是知道若是卫涛失手打伤了尹堂曜,等待他的可能会是很可怕的事情。





女生们也沉默了。





球场上的气氛压抑死寂。





只有卫涛在劝慰的同学们中挣扎着大喊:“除了打人,你还会做什么?尹堂曜!记住!你是个废物!就算把我打死!你还是个废物!你功课不及格,投篮投不进筐,长跑也跑不下来,你是世上最大的废物!”





尹堂曜双手垂在身侧,十指握紧。





他孤零零地站着。





阳光里。





他身边没有一个同学。





疏疏淡淡的影子斜投在地上,初夏里竟有丝凉意。





“尹堂曜,向卫涛道歉!”





成媛拨开众女生,挺身走到双唇紧抿的尹堂曜面前,她紧紧瞪住他:“你凭什么随便打人?!”额角的伤口还在隐隐作痛,她实在是讨厌透了这个恶形恶状的二世祖。





有她挺身而出,班上的同学们顿时士气大振。在圣榆,成媛就是正义的化身。





尹堂曜慢慢转头,目光如冰投向成媛:





“关你屁事。”





他居然说粗话!





众女生惊得捂住嘴。





小米静静站在人群中,她的心被揪得很紧。她可以听到身边戚果果对他厌恶的声音,可以感受到同学们对他厌恶的目光。咬住嘴唇,她不敢用力呼吸,一种悲伤在她的血液里流淌。





……





翌:





他真的是天使吗?





他更象是一个魔鬼,脾气很坏的魔鬼。他真的脾气很坏你知道吗?他用篮球去砸同学们,卫涛被打得很狼狈,成媛的额头也被打破了。





他也并不道歉。





他也不说自己为什么会发怒。





可是——





他看起来好孤独……





就跟那次一样,我乱发脾气跟你吵架然后转身就走,你在后面唤我的名字我也赌气不理你。呵呵,你还记得吗?那次其实我没有走远,躲在一个转弯偷看你,我想知道你会不会很伤心……





你寂寞地站在原地。





夕阳把你的影子拉得斜长。





你站在那里,好久好久都没有走,就好像要站在那里等我很久很久的样子……





……





“卫涛说的没有错,”成媛凝视尹堂曜,“你就是一个废物!”





所有的同学哗然。





她们从来没有听到成媛用这种口气跟人说过话。她一向待人比较疏远,并不过分亲近,然而也不会说话这么严苛。





尹堂曜勃然大怒!





“你说什么?!”





“我说你是一个废物!你什么都不会做,所有事情都让别人替你打理,甚至跑步都跑不下来四百米!”成媛不屑地看他,“瞪我干什么,我说错了吗?只会用篮球打人吗?投篮你会不会?让你投十次你也投不进去一个吧!”





尹堂曜挥出手掌。





“啪——”





一个响亮的耳光甩在成媛面颊上!她的脸被打得侧过去,头发凌乱散在面颊,血丝从嘴角淌出。





同学们惊呆了!





“你太过分了!”





小米忍无可忍冲出来,上前扶住成媛,手有些颤抖地帮她擦掉唇边的血。然后,她转身对尹堂曜喊:“你刚才的篮球把她砸出了血,现在又打她,这样很过分你知不知道?”





尹堂曜冷笑,抓起只篮球在手指尖旋转:“哦?又来一个打抱不平的女侠客?是不是全都武侠片看多了。”





“向成媛和卫涛道歉吧。”小米咬住嘴唇,轻声对他说。如果道歉的话,也许他是可以被原谅的。





道歉?……





尹堂曜仰头大笑。





笑声中有孤傲和偏激。上天从没有向他道过歉,他凭什么要对别人道歉?!在他的字典没有这两个字。





“除非我死。”





尹堂曜唇边又恢复放荡不羁的冷笑。





小米紧紧盯着他,屏息:“只有死才道歉吗?”





“我死了,你们可以开始做梦。”





尹堂曜的目光冰冷冰冷。





“小米,跟这种废物说话,无异于对牛弹琴!”成媛用手背擦下疼痛的唇角,抬头瞪着尹堂曜,“你这种人,老天自然会收拾你的。”





小米身子一震。





她惊骇地猛然转头看向成媛:“不要……”她望望冷漠的尹堂曜,又望望愤怒的成媛,她悄悄握紧手掌,指甲嵌痛入肉。那,就只好这样了。





“对不起。”





下午的操常





蓝天白云阳光灿烂。





轻风吹过茵绿的草地,橙色篮球在地上静静滚动,远远是其他班级上体育课奔跑打球的热烈场面,近旁是国贸二班的同学们齐声发出的不可置信的惊喘。





在所有同学面前。





白色运动衫的小米对成媛深深弯腰,她的头垂得很低,细细绒绒的短发遮不住她绯红的双颊。





成媛不敢相信自己的眼睛和耳朵:





“你说什么?”





“对不起……”指甲把掌心的肉戳得好痛,小米依然保持深躬的姿势,“我替尹堂曜向你道歉。”





“你疯了吗?你为什么要替他道歉?”成媛又急又气。





戚果果也从人群里跑出来,用力去拉小米,跺脚道:“喂,你怎么了?神神经经地替那种人道什么歉啊!”





“对不起,请原谅他吧。”





小米对成媛更深地弯下腰,轻轻的风里,她纤弱的身子仿佛会被吹得折掉。





“还有——请不要说他是废物,也请不要诅咒他。”





她的声音比风还要轻,然而却带着凛然的坚定。





尹堂曜的手指僵祝





篮球失去重心跌落下来,“砰砰”弹跳在球场地面。他眼睛眯起来,一脸受不了的望向小米,大步走过来,用力抓住她的肩膀摇晃:





“见鬼!你又发什么病!”





小米被他晃得眼冒金星,脑袋一晕,腿有些站不稳,她勉强抬起头看他:





“你不是不肯道歉吗?那我就替你好了。”





“你算什么东西!”尹堂曜怒吼,“替我道歉?!你去死吧!把刚才的话全部给我收回来,听到没有!!”





他愤怒地摇晃小米。





小米喘息困难,头晕得天旋地转:“不可以……”





“尹堂曜!又是你在搞事!”





这时,女体育老师已经把因事离开的负责男生班体育课的方老师找了回来。方老师从其他同学那里听说了事情发展的大概,起因是篮球热身练习的时候大家都在打球,而尹堂曜坐在旁边一动不动地睡觉。卫涛嘲笑他是废物,被尹堂曜听到后勃然大怒,于是就开始了用篮球打人的暴力场面。





方老师身高一米九,象铁塔般健壮,浑身都是肌肉,同学们背后叫他“金刚方”。他伸手抓住尹堂曜的胳膊,把小米从暴力之掌下解救出来,瞪住愤怒的尹堂曜,声如洪钟:





“我的课上你也敢惹事?!”





班上同学全都兴奋起来了。传说金刚方一向疾恶如仇,过往高年级里调皮捣蛋爱打架生事的学生都被他教训得很惨。





尹堂曜也怒瞪回去!





可怕——





国贸二班学生们倒抽凉气。





尹堂曜身上恍若燃烧起烈烈橙色火焰,他目光如焚,鼻翼的钻石在阳光下闪出邪异光芒。





他与方老师相对而立,气势却一点也没有被压倒!





此刻,操场上所有的班级所有的学生都感受到了这里不寻常的气氛。男生女生统统围了过来,踮起脚尖,放低呼吸,期待事情的发展。





“听说卫涛骂你是废物?”方老师打量尹堂曜,“他骂人不对,不过,你用这种方式解决问题也太简单暴力了吧。”





“方老师!”





卫涛气得冒火,他被打了还说是他不对?!原来方老师跟别的老师都是一样的,趋炎附势的势利眼!





尹堂曜冷笑:“打就打了,你想怎样?”





“想要证明你不是废物很容易。体育项目里最让人尊敬和钦佩的项目之一是马拉松,只有有毅力的人才能坚持下来。”方老师的手向红色跑道指去,“如果可以跑下一万米,那么,就证明错的是卫涛同学。”





同学们惊怔。





一万米啊!





要足足跑二十五圈!





体育达标的时候要跑一千米都快累死了,一万米的话肯定要口吐白沫四肢抽搐。





“好!如果你可以跑下一万米,今天的事情就算错的是我!”卫涛狠狠看向尹堂曜,“如果你跑不下来,也可以让大家都知道——尹堂曜就是个十足的废物!”





大学三年以来,尹堂曜不仅从没有参加过任何一届运动会,连学生们最基本的体育达标测试也没有参加过,学校里班里所有的运动他更是一概缺席。男生们私底下传言,别看尹堂曜身材看起来蛮帅,其实是个走上五百米都会喘的豆腐。





顿时,所有人的目光都聚焦在尹堂曜身上!





尹堂曜的嘴唇抿得很紧。





他冷冷站着,眼底幽黑冰冷,阳光折射在他鼻翼的钻石,小小的光芒点亮他整张脸庞。





女生们掩住嘴。





天哪,就算在这个时刻,尹堂曜依然英挺俊美得如此动人。若是他的脾气不要那么恶劣,岂非就是小说和漫画里完美得让人心醉的白马王子了。





“我替他跑!”





一个女孩子挡在尹堂曜身前。





“一万米,是吗?我替他跑。”女孩子清澈的眼神瞅着卫涛和成媛,“不需要向他道歉或者认错,因为错的本来就是他。可是,请你们原谅他今天的行为。”





女孩子向卫涛、成媛和方老师弯腰行礼,然后,她一咬牙,拔腿跑向长长的跑道。





又是小米!





众同学面面相觑,这个女孩子是不是真的精神有问题啊!方老师吃惊地挑起眉毛,看不出来哦,尹堂曜还真有两把刷子,能找到这么具有“吃苦奉献”精神的女朋友。戚果果张大嘴巴说不出话。成媛望着跑道上小米跑步的身影,眉宇间渐渐透出一股不屑。





尹堂曜抬手看下腕表,冷声说:“下课时间到了。”说完,他起步就走,目光连瞟一下远处的小米都没有。





“喂!她跑不算!”





卫涛这才反应过来,对着尹堂曜的背影大喊。





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太阳西下。





晚霞映红了天际,操场上的草地被霞光笼罩出晕红的色泽,校园里的大喇叭开始播放悠扬的音乐。





傍晚时分。





圣榆的学生们悠闲地从商学院操场边走过,没有人去注意跑道里那个虚弱的人影。





第十七圈……





小米的肺里象有团火在焚烧,她的喉咙腥腥的,拼命用力也吸不到空气。眼前全是黑暗,脑中金星乱冒,她看不到跑道上的路,看不到前面是否有人,她感觉不到自己的双腿和胳膊,她只觉得——





自己在下一刻就会死去!





空荡荡的跑道上。





老师回去了,同学们早已走光了,仅剩的几个看热闹的人也受不了枯燥单调和无聊到食堂打饭去了。





没有人给小米查圈。





其实,小米自己也查不清楚自己究竟跑的这是第十七圈还是第十八圈。那就按少的算好了,就算跑到吐血晕掉她也要把一万米足足地跑下来!





脑袋里血液疯涌。





太阳穴的大筋“突突”痛苦地撕扯。





小米的意识已被黑暗淹没,除了欲迸裂的心跳,只有呼啸在两耳的风声。





夕阳也渐渐落下。





路灯亮起。





长长的红色的跑道。





小米的身影融在黑夜里,只有跑到路灯下时才能隐约看清她苍白的脸苍白的唇和雨水般虚弱的汗珠。





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夜色笼罩大地。





樟树林在夜风里沙沙作响。





身体象要裂开了!





体内排山倒海的痛苦!





终于跑完的小米扶住一棵樟树的树干,弯下腰,“呕——”,大口大口开始呕吐。





好难受……





她滑着树干坐到地上,顾不得身边呕吐物难闻的气味。 抱住双腿,她把脑袋埋在膝间,鼻子一酸,泪水哗哗流淌下来。





“翌,





我今天锻炼身体了哦,跑步跑了好长好长时间。





你在笑吗?





没有骗你啊,我真的跑步了!不过,跑得好累……有一阵子我以为自己会昏死过去了。以前,你总是说我太懒,不知道运动锻炼身体,那时候我还跟你狡辩说虽然我不跑可是一跑就是运动天才呢。呵呵,真是大话埃





我不是天才。





我跑得快要死掉了。





翌,你在忙什么?可不可以出现一下下?只要一下下就好……”





路灯晕黄的光透进树林。





一个阴影出现在小米双腿前。





她窒息地霍然抬头!





“你好像也不是很能跑嘛。”





语气很冷淡,那声音的主人抱着双臂,两条长腿懒洋洋站立在浓密的樟树下。因为林中阴暗,他的轮廓显得出奇的具有雕塑美。





小米急忙擦掉脸上的泪水,微笑:





“我没事,一点也不累。”





尹堂曜不耐烦地皱眉:“谁关心你!我不过是恰好从这里经过。”





“哦。”





小米尴尬地抓抓头发。





“为什么要替我跑?”尹堂曜冷冷打量她。





小米吃力地从地上站起来,她靠着树干,呼吸断断续续有些虚弱,肺里还是难受得很:





“为什么……不告诉他们你不能做剧烈运动呢?”





尹堂曜大惊!





他抓住她的肩膀,厉声:“你——!”





“你有心脏病不是吗?”小米申吟,他要把她的肩膀抓坏了,“心脏病是不能剧烈运动的,你为什么不告诉老师和同学们呢?”





“你怎么知道?!”





“记性真差碍…”小米试着从他手掌里脱开,“那天是我送你去的医院。你应该是病发作了吧,整个人都已经昏迷。”说起来,他还没有把打出租车的钱还给自己呢。





尹堂曜身子僵住,他的右手慢慢从她肩上滑落。





“我没有心脏玻”





他的嘴唇僵硬得象大理石。





小米静静瞅他:“身体有病并不是丢脸的事情。”





“我说了——!我没——有——心脏病!你耳朵聋的是不是?!!”





怒吼在樟树林里回荡。





尹堂曜暴怒,他一拳打在树干上,树叶扑簌簌剧烈抖动,路灯的光芒也摇碎了般阴暗闪动。





“我知道了。”





小米轻轻咳嗽,身上的汗早已落下,一阵阵寒意向她袭来。





“放心,我不会告诉别人的。”她对尹堂曜微笑,眼睛象夜空里皎洁的弯月,“可是你要照顾自己的身体啊,打架也算是剧烈运动呢。如果你没有照顾好自己,那我说不定会把这个秘密告诉所有的人!”





这——





算是威胁吗?





夜晚的樟树林里,尹堂曜恼怒地打量这个短发细细绒绒眼睛弯得象月芽儿的女孩子。











第三章





自从篮球事件以后,国贸二班的同学全都把小米视为隐形人。没有人跟她说话,没有人理她,她从旁边走过大家把她当空气忽略,她微笑打招呼大家也只当今年的苍蝇蚊子来的早了些。俗话说,经常跟疯子在一起别人会以为你也是疯子。小米的行为在她们看来跟疯子没有任何区别。





篮球打人摆明是尹堂曜不对,把卫涛打得那么狼狈,甚至还打了全班最引以为骄傲的成媛!而小米竟然去帮尹堂曜,替他道歉替他跑万米,她觉得这样就可以引人注目、就可以把自己装扮成“善良的天使”吗?讨厌,她这是公然跟同学们为敌!





圣榆又不是少女漫画。





女生们也不全是但凡看见美少年就两眼冒红心的花痴。





尹堂曜固然很帅很有背景,但是他的所作所为太嚣张跋扈,理应受到惩罚。而这一切全被小米破坏了!她应该是那种外表纯真心机深沉的女孩子吧,被尹堂曜的家世吸引,才会用尽手段试图博得他的注意。





唾弃这种挖空心思想吊金龟的女生!





于是,国贸二班的全体同学决定以冰冷的表情彻底鄙视小米。





教室里,戚果果边喝酸奶边偷偷打量孤零零坐在角落看书的小米。她好像是生病了,脸颊潮红,不停地咳嗽,嘴唇有些苍白干裂,样子蛮可怜的。





那天在宿舍,小米虚弱地推开门,跑完万米后痛苦喘息的模样顿时让正吃巧克力的她忘记了刚发过的“再也不理小米”的誓言。





戚果果扶小米躺到床上,忍不住骂她:“很难受是不是?你发什么神经,为什么要替他跑?你知不知道同学们怎么说你的?!”





“对不起……”





小米勉强微笑,笑容孱弱得让她心软。





“以后不要再理那个尹堂曜了,听到了吗?”戚果果叹息。





小米怔怔望住她,半晌,咬住嘴唇:





“对不起,我不能不理他。”





戚果果瞪大眼睛:“为什么——?!”





小米没有说话,躺在床上的她脸色比白色的枕头还要苍白,眼神中静静流淌着一种忧伤。





“说啊,为什么?”戚果果大声问她,“总不会是因为你爱上他了吧!笑死人了!你是白痴还是花痴啊!难道你要跟杨可薇、那露她们一样吗,为了尹堂曜争风吃醋成为大家的笑柄?!那个尹堂曜被宠坏了,他花心的很,不会真心喜欢上哪个女孩子的!”而且,尹堂曜有什么好?幸亏体育课杨可薇逃课没有上,否则这会儿宿舍里肯定硝烟弥漫。





“谢谢你,果果,”小米努力对她微笑,“我明白,你是为我好。”





“不要说这些废话!”戚果果越说越气,“我只问你一句——以后再碰到类似的事情,你还要跳出来什么都肯为尹堂曜做吗?”





小米苦笑。





戚果果觉得她只是在苦笑,而根本没有犹豫。





“是的,我还会。”小米凝视她,眼底的忧伤转化为某种深刻的感情,“对不起,果果。”





对不起个鬼啦!





戚果果气得转身就走,气鼓鼓倒在自己床上,狠狠用枕头蒙住脑袋。蔼—!她闷声诅咒,可恶!她再也不要理小米了!





压抑的轻咳从教室角落断断续续传来。





戚果果苦恼地又看向远处的小米,酸奶喝得都没有味道了。都不知道她在搞什么,那天跑完万米身子就很虚弱了,还连续两天亮着台灯查资料写东西到凌晨一两点。





这样身体会搞坏的。





戚果果闷闷地把酸奶放到桌上,扭过头低声对身边预习功课的成媛说:





“小米好像生病了呢。”





成媛头也没有抬,淡淡地说:“她不是小孩子了,应该会照顾自己。”





“哦。”





戚果果叹一口气,继续机械地喝酸奶。如果……如果以后小米不再迷恋尹堂曜,那就原谅她好了,毕竟是自己先说要和她做朋友的……嗯,那就这样吧!





戚果果目光一扫,瞟到教室外面。





尹堂曜被外班的几个女孩子包围,女孩子们笑颜如花,或清纯、或明艳、或娇柔,每个都是出色的美女。尹堂曜搂住其中一个女孩子的肩膀,他大声笑着,笑声很孤傲狂妄,接着他低头在那女孩子颊上印了一个吻。女孩子娇羞不依,其他女生眼中冒出嫉妒的暗光。





他是不会喜欢小米这种清秀的女生的。





戚果果点头。





小米很快就会清醒过来吧。





可是——





戚果果猜错了。





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上课铃响。





又是人力资源管理课。





傅教授走上讲台,把讲义放在一边,没有说话,眼睛在班级同学身上巡视一圈。同学们觉得有些古怪,都抬起头看他。





“尹堂曜同学。”





傅教授终于在教室最后一排找到了靠着椅背翘起双腿在课桌上的尹堂曜。





尹堂曜不耐烦地看向他。





慢吞吞地,他收下双腿,懒洋洋站起来:





“是,老师。”





傅教授从公文包里掏出一份电脑列印的文稿:





“论文写的很好。”





尹堂曜怔住:“论文?”见鬼,什么论文。





“上次你那篇论文完全是从网上下载的,我批评了你,要你重交一份。重交的这份我看过了,写的很好,看得出来一些想法是经过考虑和翻阅过许多相关资料的。”傅教授没有说的是,他原本怀疑这篇论文还是下载的,所以花了半个晚上的时间用各种搜索引擎和关键词进行查询,但结果这论文竟然真的是原创的。





尹堂曜挑起眉毛。





同学们哗然。





跟尹堂曜同班三年,一贯只有老师们骂他吊儿郎当不知上进,在学习上被肯定这是破天荒第一次。





莫非今天太阳从西边出来了?





“只有一个问题——”傅教授凝视他,“是你写的吗?”





尹堂曜笑了。





笑容不屑而且冷漠。





“你说呢?”





一句话把傅教授问怔了!





他尴尬地推推眼镜:“当然,也可能是你写的,如果确实是你自己写的,那我收回刚才的疑问。”校园里的树干电线杆上到处贴着各式各样的纸条,寻找各式各样的枪手,校园网的论坛里雇人写论文的也很多。而且以自己对尹堂曜的了解,他应该不会这样认真做论文,这篇论文简直都快有发表在经济类核心刊物的水平了。





尹堂曜不感兴趣地扭头看向窗外的树林,冷淡地说:





“没错,它不是我写的……”





“论文是尹堂曜的!”





一个女生“霍”地站起,声音有些沙哑但是充满急切。 边说,她边剧烈咳嗽,脸颊咳得潮红,身子也颤抖起来。





又——是——歇—米——!!





国贸二班的同学们险些晕倒。戚果果无力地趴倒在课桌上,突然明白,有没有搞错啊!原来每天熬夜就是为了帮尹堂曜写论文吗?!成媛旋上钢笔帽,眉心轻皱。





杨可薇大声冷哼:“不要脸!”





尹堂曜和小米距离很近。





他和她之间只空着一个座位。





尹堂曜侧过脸。





他打量她。





目光从她细绒绒的短发到苍白干裂的嘴唇到咳嗽颤抖的胸膛到紧紧攥起的双手。





要坚持住!





小米拼命握紧双手,克制住心虚,克制住浑身的颤抖和自脚底冒上的寒意。她直直凝视着傅教授,抿紧嘴唇,吸一口气:





“论文里的思想是尹堂曜同学提出来的,只不过是我帮他整理了出来。”





撒谎算什么。





跟他功课及格比起来,就算再撒十几个谎也没有问题!





小米这样告诉自己。





可是——





同学们冰冷的目光投在她身上,小米寒冷彻骨,体内又像有一把羞愧的烈火在燃烧,一冷一热,她剧烈咳嗽,肺里痛得仿佛有刀子在剐。





“你是说,这篇论文是你写的?”





傅教授走到小米面前,这女孩子脸涨得通红,撒谎的痕迹太重了。难怪,他也很难置信论文会是出自尹堂曜之手。





“不是!”





小米挺起胸膛,用所有的力量将欲窒息的咳嗽压住:“论文是尹堂曜同学的!只不过敲字的那个人是我。”





傅教授骇笑:“尹堂曜自己都承认了……”





“他承认的是——论文不是他‘写’的。是,他没有拿笔,也没有打字,所以不是他‘写’的。可是,一篇论文最重要的是思想不是吗?敲字整理不过是打字员的工作。”一长串话说完,小米胸口憋闷得要炸开了。





好难受……





她又开始猛烈地咳嗽。





傅教授笑了,这是他执教以来见过最有趣的事情:“尹堂曜,你自己说,论文里是你的‘思想’吗?”





尹堂曜的目光依旧停留在小米身上。窗外的晨光洒进来,他和她被光芒照耀在一起。





“不是。”





他回答的很干脆。





满堂爆笑!





同学们笑得眼泪都快出来了。





愚蠢又可怜的小米,挖空心思为尹堂曜做那么多事情,可是人家根本不领情埃少女漫画是少女漫画,现实就是现实。象尹堂曜那种冷血无情的家伙,女孩子遇到了只能是自寻死路。





戚果果不忍心去看此刻的小米。如果自己是她,会恨不得把脑袋埋进地缝里。





紧握的手指慢慢松开……





小米所有的力气在那一刻都用尽了,她扶住课桌,忽然有种想哭的冲动。 笨蛋,会不及格的啊!如果再不及格,可能毕业证书都没有办法拿到了……





她抬起头,咬紧嘴唇望向尹堂曜。





还有没有挽回的机会?哪怕只有一丁点的机会,说不定论文……





尹堂曜看到的就是这么一双眼睛——





清澈如水黑白分明,带着些沮丧、虚弱,和撞上南墙也不回头的倔强!





他冷冷勾起唇角,伸出右臂握住她单薄的肩膀,稍一用力,将茫然不知所措的她猛地拉进自己怀中。





他低头。





吻住她的嘴唇!





傅教授还手拿论文站在他和她面前!





全班同学还都在看着他们!





尹堂曜吻住了小米。





万缕阳光烂漫地洒进来,在亲吻的两人周围轻盈闪耀。尹堂曜的脸颊淡淡有些红晕,鼻翼钻石如漫画定格般眩出耀眼光芒。





国贸二班的同学们早已忘记了呼吸。





气氛超级宁静。





尹堂曜吻住小米,用手固定住她的脑袋,他吻得很深,同学们甚至可以听到唇瓣碾转缠绵的动静。小米惊得睁大双眼,她一时间搞不清楚究竟发生了什么,两只手僵硬地张在半空。





他的唇火热。





饱满火烫的双唇长久地亲吻着她干裂苍白的唇,有一丝申吟逸出来,教室里香艳如令人脸红心跳的激情片场面。





在他怀中,小米能够听到他“砰砰”的心跳,啊,那么熟悉又那么久没有听到的心跳碍…





她闭上眼睛,双手搂住他的后背。就让她这样在他怀里,假装什么都没有发生,假装一切都如以前一般美好。





尹堂曜却放开了她。





“明天,约会吧。”





这只是一个命令,而不是请求。他的声音冷漠疏淡,好像刚才激情接吻的人根本不是他。





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走回枫园五舍的路好像有走向世界尽头那么远,树叶在山路旁狂乱地摇晃,风似乎也比平日要清寒许多。小米慢慢地拖着步子走,身上一阵寒一阵热,脑袋里象有大锤用力敲砸,痛得她连呼吸都滚烫滚烫。





终于走进宿舍楼。





小米靠在楼门的玻璃上,喘气,咳嗽,最后一份力气也消失了。她眼前发黑,双腿软得朝地面慢慢滑去,好难受啊,翌,你在哪里啊,不是说会变成天使来继续爱我吗?可是,你在哪里碍…





忽然——





一双温暖的手扶住她,手背关切地放到她额头。





“你发烧了。”





听到这句话,小米的眼泪蓦地就像开了闸,泪水哗哗淌落她的面颊,她低声哭喊:





“翌——!”





她就知道,翌不会忍心看她生病的。每次她身子不舒服,他总是会非常非常担忧,哄她吃药,哄她去医院,趴在她床边陪她睡觉。呵,他怎么会舍得扔下她呢?泪水迷蒙中,她紧紧抓住那只手的主人!这次,她死也不会再放他走了!





“感冒多久了?有没有吃药?宿舍里有退烧药吗?”





声音亲切慈祥。





不……





不是……





不是他……





泪水怔怔地风干在面颊,小米的眼睛微微红肿,她苦笑着努力站稳身体:“我没事,谢谢成阿姨。”





宿舍管理员成阿姨就是成媛的姑姑,五十岁左右的年纪,很瘦很瘦,头发有些花白。她穿的都是不时兴的旧衣服,然而十分干净清爽。她脾气很温和,对楼里的女生们都很好,不管女生们多晚回来敲门也从不嫌烦。大家都很喜欢她,见了她都会亲切地叫她一声“成阿姨”。





成阿姨一直扶着小米把她送上四楼的寝室,推开门,轻轻让她躺到床上,帮她盖上被子。坐到她床边,又拭下她额头。





“发烧好像挺厉害的。成媛,你到楼下管理室去把体温计拿过来。”成阿姨没有回头,对屋里正埋头吃方便面的成媛说。





成媛点头应是,放下筷子就出去了。





小米的心里一阵热流,除了刚到圣榆的前几天,同学们冰冷鄙视的态度让她难过极了。虽然拼命告诉自己不要去在意,同学们不喜欢自己那样的行为是很正常的,如果是她见到一个女孩子莫名其妙就对一个男孩子那么好,她也会觉得那个女孩子别有居心。





所以,不能怪同学们,是她做的事情太奇怪了。





然而好孤独啊,都没有人可以讲话,好像生活在一个冰冷冷的铁盒子里。





“成阿姨……”





眼泪凝聚在小米眼中。





“想吃点什么?今天你就不要下床了,想吃什么我让成媛帮你到食堂去买。”成阿姨微笑着问。





“不想吃。”





小米吸吸鼻子,不晓得为什么,成阿姨越是亲切,她越是想哭。





“我做碗蛋花米酒给你喝吧。”成阿姨把拧干的毛巾敷在她额头。





“喝不下去……”胃里好堵。





“蛋花米酒里多放一点糖,甜甜的,香香的,好不好?”成阿姨轻声哄她,眼底满是温柔。





好熟悉的一句话……





小米的心骤然被揪得剧痛!





…………





……





“我不想吃嘛!”她用被子蒙住头,有气无力地喊,“人家都生病了,你还逼人家吃饭!讨厌你!”





他叹息:“乖啊,不吃饭病怎么会好呢?”





“就不吃!”





她故意气呼呼地喊,,躲在被子里偷笑。最喜欢生病了,不要生大病,只生小小的感冒。打喷嚏啊,流鼻涕啊,发点小烧,看起来很严重,其实又不会很难过。呵呵,然后就可以看他急得脸色苍白手足无措把自己当公主一样哄了。





“喝点白米粥好不好?”





“不好!”





“一碗蔬菜鸡蛋面?”





“不好!”





“蒸一小碗鸡蛋羹?香香的,嫩嫩的,只洒两滴香油,一点醋,入口滑滑的又不腻……”他趴近她的耳朵柔声诱惑她,“好不好?”





她“咕咚”咽下好大一口口水。





“不好!”





嘿嘿,才不会轻易放弃“折磨”他的好机会呢!





他又叹息,没办法地看着缩在被子里这也不好那也不好的她,俊逸的双眉微微皱起,眼中满是担忧。





“小米,你再这样,我生气了啊!”





“生气啊生气啊!”





她吐吐舌头,鬼才相信他会生气呢,从小到大,他从来没有真正对她生过气。她知道,他很喜欢很喜欢她,嘿嘿,所以才会那么有恃无恐嘛。





但是,这次她错了!





他真的生气了,一把扯开她的被子,瞪住她,然后狠狠吻住她因为生病而略显苍白的嘴唇。





“你……干什……么……”





她用力拍打他的背,双脚又踢又踹。会把感冒传染给他的,不要啊!





“我也要生病!”他薄怒的模样有点象小孩子,边吻她边喃喃说,“等我也生病,就也这不好那不好让你尝尝着急的滋味……”





坏人!





她嗔笑地闪躲:“好啦好啦,坏死了,让人家都没有玩过瘾!”





他把她抱在怀里。





她深呼吸,可以闻到他身上好闻的松树清香。





“小米……”





“嗯?”





“以后都不要生病了,知道吗?”他轻轻吻上她头顶的短发,“我会很担心很担心的。”





……





…………





蛋花米酒香喷喷地散出热气。





成媛坐在床边一口一口用勺子喂小米喝。





小米靠着枕头半躺,表情尴尬:“不用了,谢谢你啊,我可以自己喝的。”这样多不好意思啊,她又不是生了什么很严重的玻





成媛闪过她欲夺勺子的手,眼神冷淡:“我答应姑姑会喂你喝完。”刚才姑姑在楼下嘱咐她一定要好好照顾小米,生病的人都会很脆弱孤独,特别需要友情的呵护。 姑姑不知道从哪个多嘴女生那里听说了小米最近做的这些夸张的事情,也听说了小米被同学们孤立。





小米是个好女孩,你一定要照顾好她。





一定?





成媛吃惊地盯住自己的姑姑,姑姑心肠好她是从小就知道的,可是这样郑重地让她照顾一个人还是第一次。 姑姑小心地把蛋花米酒倒进饭盒里,笑着说,一开始见到小米就觉得跟她特别有缘。





“成阿姨真是很好的人。”





小米感激地说,好羡慕成媛埃





“嗯。”





成媛只回答了一个字。





寝室又陷入古怪的沉默,小米挠挠头,不知该怎么打破僵局,成媛却只是机械地一勺一勺喂她喝蛋花米酒。





时间慢慢流走。





成媛重新坐回书桌前吃已经完全冷掉的方便面。





小米躺在床上望着天花板发呆,思绪渐渐飘散,她想起了那个吻……火热灼烫的吻……他看起来是冷漠不羁的样子,嘴唇却那么滚烫,好像所有的热情和血液都奔涌在唇片里……





身体如果不同,吻也会不同吗?





以前他的吻,轻柔如春风,被他吻着,恍若自己是最被爱惜的娇嫩的粉红色花瓣,轻轻的缠绵,他眼神如醉,呼吸也有松树的香气……她碰触着自己的嘴唇,手指微微发抖,回忆的微笑在虚弱的唇边绽开……





“又在发花痴吗?!”





一个阴冷的声音在小米床前响起。





小米怔了怔,循声望去,只见杨可薇冷冷看着她,眼中充满不屑和冰冷。





“应该欢呼才对啊,不是终于可以和尹堂曜约会了吗?为什么要躺在床上装病扮林黛玉。”杨可薇居高临下冷哼,“最讨厌你这种装腔作势的女生!”





小米苦笑:“我很讨厌吗?”





“哼。”





“如果讨厌,就不要跟我说话。”小米闭上眼睛,她很累,脑袋晕晕的,没有力气同她吵架。





杨可薇恼了:“喂!你说什么?!”她气得上前两步,伸手就想去掀开小米的被子。





“干什么!”





成媛不知什么时候已经挡到小米前面,她抓住杨可薇的手。





杨可薇挑眉:“替她出头?成媛,你不是也很讨厌她吗?尹堂曜打伤了你,她竟然假惺惺……”





“假惺惺也比你强。”成媛甩开她,“你都做过些什么?喜欢尹堂曜对吧,想做他女朋友对吧,可是除了在他身边骚首弄姿,你还做过些什么?小米最起码还替他跑了一万米、熬几天夜替他写论文,比较起来,你比她要假惺惺的多。”





“成媛!”杨可薇的脸一阵红一阵白,她恨恨地说,“我知道你嫉恨我,哼哼,谁让我那次不小心……”





“咚咚”。





敲宿舍门的声音。





小米挣扎起身:“我去。”成媛示意她躺着,走向门口,打开门,她怔住了。





好大一捧玫瑰花!





紫色的包装纸,紫绸带的蝴蝶结,几十朵鲜艳盛开的红玫瑰,新鲜美丽,仿佛还凝着露珠。





一张清秀的男孩子面孔带着微笑从鲜花后面出现,他穿着制服,绶带上印有“心语花坊”的字样。





“小米小姐吗?”





成媛摇头,看向床上的小米:“她才是。”





小米一头雾水。





“尹先生送给您花和礼物,”男孩子对小米有礼貌地笑,掏出一张单子和笔,“请您签收。”





“哦。”小米从成媛手里接过纸笔,写下自己的名字,抬头问道,“尹先生?是谁?”





杨可薇倚着门边,已经气得快昏过去了:“尹先生,不就是尹堂曜吗?你装什么傻!”





“哦。”





可是,尹堂曜为什么要送她花呢?小米抱着满捧的玫瑰发呆。





男孩子又拿出一个大大精美的粉色纸盒:“这是尹先生送您的礼物,祝您愉快。”





心语花坊的男孩子走了。





成媛坐回书桌前开始收拾东西准备去自习室,杨可薇定定站在小米床前,厉声说:





“打开它!”





她倒要看看尹堂曜究竟送些什么东西给小米。





小米坐在床上,轻轻打开纸盒,里面衬着一张雪白的绢纸,绢纸上放着一张雪白的卡片,卡片上写着龙飞凤舞的字——





明天上午十点,喷泉广常





尹堂曜





绢纸下面,一条薄纱吊带连衣裙,浅浅的绿色,幼细的肩带,裙角滚一圈精致之极的花边。





好美……





戚果果推门进来,看见小米手中的裙子,揉揉眼睛,不敢置信地喊:“哇,这是最流行的韩国名牌啊,我和同学在专卖店刚刚看到的,好贵哦!小米,是你买的吗?”





“切!”





杨可薇咬住嘴唇,猛地向门口冲去,将戚果果撞到一边,“砰”地大力将门摔上!





“她怎么了?又发神经。”戚果果揉揉肩膀,坐到小米床边,担心地看她,“你生病了是不是?上课的时候就一直咳嗽。”她做了好久的思想斗争,终于决定——算了,小米爱喜欢谁就喜欢谁吧,谁叫自己看到她就有种想要保护她的欲望呢?





“你不生我气了?”





小米屏息说,手不自觉地握紧,心里暖暖的。自己做了那么多让人讨厌的事情,可是,成媛和果果依然这么关照自己。





戚果果吐吐舌头笑:“知道我好吧,那就请我吃羊肉串好不好?”呼,跟朋友和好的感觉真好。





“好埃”





“要十串哦!”





“好。”





“你吃五串,我吃五串,校门口那个金典烤的羊肉串最好吃了,等你病好了咱们就去!”想起美食,这会儿戚果果的口水就快流下来了。





“好埃”





小米笑得很开心,这一会儿,好像头也不痛了,四肢也不虚软了。





戚果果忽然看到纸盒里的纸条,仔细看看,吃惊地说:“不会吧,明天约会要穿吗?好薄的裙子,你还在生病啊!”





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天空晴朗,万里无云,有一点风,吹在身上有丝寒意。小米早早来到喷泉广场,她穿上了那条吊带裙,肌肤洁白,绿色清爽,风将裙角轻轻飘扬,她可爱得像童话里的公主。





过往路人赞叹地纷纷打量这个喷泉旁好似从少女漫画中走出来的清新女生。





她在等谁?





应该是心爱的男孩子吧。





青春真是美丽,爱情也显得分外动人。





喷泉飞溅出万千晶莹水珠,映着阳光,水雾般轻盈飘散下。细蒙蒙的水珠温柔地笼罩小米全身,她整个人也显得分外晶莹剔透。





好冷……





小米克制住从脚底窜上的寒意,不让自己发抖,也不让寒冷的双臂去抱住寒冷的肩膀。幸好来的时候她用了些唇彩和腮红,否则一定会苍白如鬼样子很难看。





……





尹堂耀眼神中闪过不屑:“约会的时候你要是这么丑会很丢人。”





……





小米咬住嘴唇,微笑。





嗯!再冷也不能让他觉得不开心。大不了就是感冒再加重些嘛,有什么了不起!





可是——





他为什么一直没有来呢?





十点半。





十一点。





十一点半。





十二点。





十二点半……





太阳冷冷在空中照耀,喷泉飞溅在呆呆等候的小米头发上、肩膀上、后背上。她的胃开始抽搐,双腿虚软得仿佛再也站不住了,脑袋一阵阵天旋地转,视线变得虚幻发黑。





好难受……





呼吸出来的空气也是滚烫滚烫的。小米握紧双手,保持唇边的笑容,她要以最完美的样子等他来。





时间静静地流淌……





“我就说她不会走嘛。”





软软柔柔的声音,从小米身后飘来。





“做了那么多事情,就是为了跟你约会,不等到你,她怎么会舍得走呢?曜,你也太无情了,陪她一下会怎样,就算无聊乏味也很快就会过去了埃你跟我在一起,她会伤心的。”





说着,那女孩子轻轻伸出右手,在小米眼前晃一晃,细声道:“小米啊,穿这么少,不会觉得冷吗?”





小米怔祝





两个人出现在她面前。





尹堂曜一副漫不经心懒洋洋的样子,他斜睨她,嘴角挂着抹嘲讽的笑,钻石在鼻翼折出冷冷的光芒。那露娇滴滴依偎在他怀里,美丽的脸上满是甜蜜的笑容。 收起阅读 »

好奇怪???

为什么我发布日志、发布评论、留言、发布回贴等,没有积分呢??
为什么我发布日志、发布评论、留言、发布回贴等,没有积分呢??

长痘了…

这两天天气回暖了,今天穿了一件长袖T恤都觉得有点热,大街上又出现了短袖T恤的夏季风,这样的跳水式温度真让人难以适应。突冷突热的天气,对于那些体质...


这两天天气回暖了,今天穿了一件长袖T恤都觉得有点热,大街上又出现了短袖T恤的夏季风,这样的跳水式温度真让人难以适应。突冷突热的天气,对于那些体质薄弱的人来说无疑是一个大挑战,也容易诱导心血管疾病的发生。自己也受到了些波动,这几天来脸上不停的冒痘,这是少有的事情,思来想去找不出客观原因,难道是几天前吃了一包瓜子引起的?那都喝了下火茶了呀,难道是吃了牛肉炒辣椒,平时都这么吃的,额滴神呀…… 直到昨天不得不引起自己的重视,不采取些措施恐怕容貌要真走下坡路了的,从今起要杜绝吃辣食品、杜绝嗑瓜子,要喝豆浆麦片提倡有营养的合理的膳食!
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吓你一大跳。。。

上周日天气不错,出门逛逛,忽然看到靠近绿化带的路上有一只小老鼠,旁若无人的东张西望,好像在找吃的。。。大白天的,它倒是不怕人啊。。。在超市门口转圈圈。。。而且居...
上周日天气不错,出门逛逛,忽然看到靠近绿化带的路上有一只小老鼠,旁若无人的东张西望,好像在找吃的。。。大白天的,它倒是不怕人啊。。。在超市门口转圈圈。。。而且居然挡了我们的去路。。。于是我用力一跺脚,没想到的是,那只小老鼠,蹭的一下原地跳起来,足足有20厘米高。。。。然后摔在地上,转头钻回绿化带去了。。。。
哈哈哈,我们经常说被吓了一跳。。。其实这才叫真的吓了一“跳”呢。。。 收起阅读 »

梦见流川是我男朋友,汗

白天不知道看了什么,夜里居然梦见流川是我男朋友,冷酷帅哥变温柔男,狂汗~~~
白天不知道看了什么,夜里居然梦见流川是我男朋友,冷酷帅哥变温柔男,狂汗~~~

修身养性篇5.怎样拥有人生的光彩

人生的光彩在哪里?说起来其实很简单。? 有一个人去应聘工作时,随手将走廊上的纸屑捡起来,放进了垃圾桶。他的举动恰好被路过的面试官看...

人生的光彩在哪里?说起来其实很简单。?
有一个人去应聘工作时,随手将走廊上的纸屑捡起来,放进了垃圾桶。他的举动恰好被路过的面试官看到了,因此他得到了这份工作。?
原来获得赏识很简单,养成好习惯就可以了。?
有个小弟在脚踏车店当学徒,有人送来一部有故障的脚踏车,小弟除了将车修好,还把车子擦试得干干净净。其他学徒笑他多此一举,后来雇主将脚踏车领回去的第二天,小弟就被挖到那位雇主的公司上班。?
原来出人头地很简单,多干点就可以了。?
有个小孩对母亲说:“妈妈你今天好漂亮。”母亲回答:“为什么。”小孩说:“因为妈妈一天都没有生气。”?
原来要拥有漂亮很简单,只要不生气就可以了。?
有个牧场主人,叫孩子每天在牧场上辛勤地工作,朋友对他说:“你不需要让孩子如此辛苦,农作物一样会长得很好的。”牧场主人回答说:“我不是在培养农作物,我是在培养我的孩子。”?
原来培养孩子很简单,让他吃点苦头就可以了。?
有一家商店经常灯火通明,有人问:“你们店里到底是用什么牌子的灯管?那么耐用。”店家回答说:“我们的灯管也常常坏,只是我们坏了就换而已。”?
原来保持明亮的方法很简单,只要常常更换就可以了。?
住在田边的青蛙对住在路边的青蛙说:“你这里太危险,搬来跟我住吧!”路边的青蛙说:“我已经习惯了,懒得搬了。”几天后,田边的青蛙去探望路边的青蛙,却发现它已被车子压死,暴尸在马路上。?
原来掌握命运的方法很简单,远离懒惰就可以了。?
有一只小鸡破壳而出的时候,刚好有只蜗牛经过,从此以后小鸡就背着蛋壳过了一生。?
原来脱离沉重的负荷很简单,放弃固执成见就可以了。?
有几个小孩很想当天使,上帝给他们一人一个烛台,要他们每天把烛台擦亮,结果一天两天过去了,上帝都没来,于是有些小孩就不再擦拭那烛台。有一天上帝突然造访,只有一个烛台是干干净净明明亮亮的,那是被大家叫做笨小孩的烛台,因为上帝没来,他也每天都擦拭,结果这个笨小孩成了天使。?
原来当天使很简单,只要实实在在去做就可以了。?
有只小猪,向神请求做他的门徒,神欣然答应。刚好有一头小牛由泥沼里爬出来,浑身都是泥泞,神对小猪说:“去帮他洗洗身子吧!”小猪讶异的答道:“我是神的门徒,怎么能去侍候那脏兮兮的小牛呢!”神说:“你不去侍候别人,别人怎会知道,你是我的门徒呢!”
?
原来要得到别人尊敬很简单,只要真心付出就可以了。?
有一支淘金队伍在沙漠中行走,大家都步伐沉重,痛苦不堪,只有一人快乐地走着,别人问:“你为何如此惬意?”他笑着:“因为我带的东西最少。”?
原来快乐很简单,拥有少一点就可以了。?
人生的光彩在哪里?早上醒来,光彩在脸上,充满笑容地迎接未来。到了中午,光彩在腰上,挺直腰杆地活在当下。到了晚上,光彩在脚上,脚踏实地地做好自己。
人生箴言: 原来人生也很简单,只要能懂得“珍惜、知足、感恩”你就拥有了生命的光彩。 收起阅读 »

杀手的契约--------贰拾玖

后来,桃子跑来看我,一进病房就把我从病床上楸起来又狠狠的摔了下去,大声的骂我,骂我狼心狗肺,她说:小颖子那点不好,她这么对你你还不知道么,你知不知道为了请假...

后来,桃子跑来看我,一进病房就把我从病床上楸起来又狠狠的摔了下去,大声的骂我,骂我狼心狗肺,她说:小颖子那点不好,她这么对你你还不知道么,你知不知道为了请假照顾你,她跟她爸爸吵架,她从小就很听话,为了你跟自己的爸爸吵架,你是不是人啊,是石头都感动了,要不是小颖子,你活得过来么?你是真的是傻了还是当兵当坏脑了!!她要我跟小颖道歉,说:人家女孩子都不顾矜持这样对你了,你难道就不能迁就一下,你哪点吃亏了??我说:桃子,你跟小颖说对不起,我真的配不上她,她对我所做的,我下辈子再还给她,加倍的还.

桃子临走的时候恶狠狠的说:姓叶的,我告诉你,我诅咒你!!狼心狗肺的东西!!!

我的眼泪哗的流下来了~~

对不起,小颖,对不起,下辈子,我加倍的还你!

在医院半年多,我已经可以慢慢的行走了,用不着在做药物治疗了,我出院了,连长亲自来接我,我又回到了熟悉的驻地,战友看我回来特地开了个联欢会欢迎我,不过,我现在不能训练,也不能出任务了,甚至拿枪手都会抖,我就分到了炊事班打打下手,每天种种菜,喂喂猪,逗马达玩,虽然很闲,但是我很不舒服,每天看战友训练就会想起以前,战友也从来不说我以前怎么样怎么样,怕我伤心,给我的感觉是:战友都在照顾我,我已经轮为受照顾的对象.

我就这样无所事事的等待退伍,连长来找我谈过话,问我继续在部队还是回地方,我想了很久,问:连长,如果是你,你呢?连长说:猎鹰,说句很难听的话,你已经不是以前的猎鹰了,部队不再需要你,虽然你可以提干,但是,部队干部很难做的,你看我,20多年了,还在这里带兵,我希望我的兵都有好日子过.我说:连长,我知道了,我回地方.

还有2个月不到我就要退伍了,我忽然觉得日子太短,我真希望日子长点,再长点,时间停滞下来,每天我都贪婪的看着驻地的一草一木,看曾经熟悉的大山营房战友. 有一天,我正在炊事班择菜,一个战友跑过来,兴奋的说:快点,快点,你NND,车来接你了,快点去连部.我到连部,在外面看到一辆挂着军区牌子的帕杰罗,走进连部,我看到小颖,她把人都叫出去了,就剩我和她,她说:收拾东西跟我走,我爸爸调到北京去了,我也去,我跟我爸说了,带你走.我说:我只是个士兵,她说:你可以提干,我爸爸会照顾你,你跟我走.我说:对不起,我不能走,我不需要别人的照顾,她的眼泪流下来,哭着说:你要我怎么对你,你要我怎么对你!!你说啊,我能做的都做了,你给我留点尊严好不好.我说:对不起,下辈子我再还你,加倍的还你.她哭得很伤心,走到门口边,对我说:XXX,我会恨你一辈子!!我说了或许是今生最伤人的一句话:有人恨着我总比没人记得我强得多.帕杰罗带着伤心的小颖走了,战友们都说我住院住出毛病了,连长比我还着急,马上叫个战友备车让我去追,我说:连长,不用了,我不会去的,连长说:这是命令,你这王八蛋,这关乎你一辈子的事情,我命令你去追,把她给我追回来!!我第一次违抗命令,说:就因为关乎我一辈子我才不去追,我有自己的想法.连长摇摇头,算了. 收起阅读 »

杀手的契约-------贰拾捌

是啊,还有一年多我就要退伍了,95年的夏季兵,02年夏季我就要退了,现在已经奔到00年底了,加上退伍前半年的休整,我也就还有最多一年时间要执行任务了.我是该...

是啊,还有一年多我就要退伍了,95年的夏季兵,02年夏季我就要退了,现在已经奔到00年底了,加上退伍前半年的休整,我也就还有最多一年时间要执行任务了.我是该想想我将来该干什么了.

日子在原来的轨迹上慢慢的走着,时间来到了01年4月,依然是境外任务,依然是河马送我们出去,对于任务,我们已经轻车熟路,甚至可以说有点麻木了,飞机在晚上的11点到达了指定的速降地点,天正下着雨,还刮着风,这个天气速降有些危险,不过,我们毫不在乎,训练的时候比这更大的风都降过,这有什么!

突击组和渗透组已经降下去了,轮到我了,我抓着绳子滑下去,绳子有水,比平时滑,手有点握不住,突然,一阵侧风吹过来,速降最怕侧风,河马庞大的机体剧烈的晃动起来,我抓不住绳子,在离地面20多米高的地方摔了下来,带着20多公斤的装备摔了下来,一切那么突然,我立即将双脚并拢,用手护头,这是伞兵的触地动作,可以帮助缓冲,可是,我的脚还没并拢好,我就触地了,右腿的膝盖狠狠的砸到了地上,卷曲着,大腿剧烈的疼痛差点让我昏了过去,队长在对讲机里大喊:队员受伤,队员受伤,立即警戒!队友在我附近警戒,医务兵跑过来看我的伤势,我的腿已经不能动弹,大腿肿得很大,医务兵查看之后说:骨折,很严重,要立即送回去.然后给我做简单的包扎,他让我咬着野战刀,将我的腿扳直,上了简易夹板,队长请求任务终止,但是上级没有答应,我已经快晕厥过去了,一句话都说不出来,队友将我的装备除下来,直升机放下吊索拉我上去,费了很大劲我才回到飞机上,骨折的腿还被碰到了几下,每一下都让我痛的大汗淋漓. 直升机将我送到军区医院,医生对我进行了简单的检查后就没理我,我就这么躺在病床上3天.

我的腿经过了简单的处理,绳子绑着脚踝做牵引,每天除了护士来打几针医生来查查房,基本没人搭理我,我问医生我的伤势怎么样,他说,蛮严重的,要手术,我说:哪怎么还没给我做手术?他说:部队没来人签字,我们不能做的,出了事情怎么交代?我看看的的脚,右脚比左脚短了很多,大腿肿的皮肤都快变成透明的了,但是并不很痛,我就这么等着.

第三天的时候,我发了高烧,医生按照普通发烧给我打退烧针,不过没什么效果,晚上的时候,我已经昏迷过去了,我的骨头感染了,并且伴发了血液感染,我已经神智不清,什么都不知道了.

我昏迷了一个多月,后来我的腿保住了,连长在当天晚上连夜赶到医院,医生说我的腿要截肢,要不骨髓的感染传染血液感染会要了我的命,连长暴跳如雷,命令医生一定要保住我的腿,他说:这个是部队最好的狙击手,他是为国家作出贡献的,你们谁敢锯他的腿老子毙了谁,无论如何一定要人在腿在!什么好药都给我用上!!甚至把手枪都拔了出来!!为了这件事,连长还受到了处分.我的腿被横穿打上了钢钉做强行牵引,感染也慢慢的控制住了,不过我一直昏迷着,什么都不知道,这些,是后来战友告诉我的.

昏迷的时候,我老做噩梦,梦见自己在丛林迷路了,被敌人追赶,一下子掉了了悬崖,一下子掉到了河里被冲走,我想抓住什么东西,可是什么都抓不到,我就这样挣扎着.有时候,梦见我被追赶跑到个墓地里,很多很多的骷髅围着我跳舞,有些好象就是被我击毙的目标,我想跑,可是怎么也迈不开腿,我还梦见我的爷爷,梦见凝,战友,小颖,桃子,梦见连长大声的朝我吼:你这个王八蛋给我站起来,拿上你的枪,给我出任务,梦见教官对宪兵说:他要是不起来就把他给毙了,部队不需要逃兵!还有高连:你-他-妈-的-,怎么那么窝囊了?特勤大队还等着跟你开练,给我快点站起来!还经常听见有人在我耳边唱歌,英文歌,军歌,还有那首我最喜欢的"故乡的云",我暗暗的说:我要回去,我要回去,我还年轻,还没结婚,我想娶凝.

一个多月后我才醒过来,醒来的时候一睁眼却看到了小颍在看着我,看到我醒了,小颍大叫医生,医生!医生给我做了检查,笑着说:他挺过来了,没什么事了,好好休息就行了.

小颍是请假来照顾我的,我说:部队怎么会准假?她说:别忘了我爸爸是谁,怎么能不准我的假,你吓死人了知道么?老是说胡话,却怎么都不醒,医生说你能醒过来就活,醒不过来就永远睡了,药物已经对你没什么作用,就靠你自己的意志力了.我说:我还真想睡过去了,好累啊,不过我老听见有人唱歌吵我,睡不着,唱得蛮好听的,想看看是谁,但是老是看不见,一着急就睁开眼睛了.小颖说:还说呢!我唱得嘴都干了!我说:是你啊,怪不得听得耳熟,我还想听,你唱故乡的云挺好听的,比费翔好.她脸红了,说:你想听我就唱给你听.

昏迷了那么久,我的全身肌肉都萎缩了,血液感染把我的视力也破坏了,体重从原来的136斤降到不到80斤,手连拿筷子的力气都没有,小颖就这样无微不至的照顾我,毫无怨言,经常给我唱歌,晚上她就睡在我旁边的病床上.连长也来看我几次,鼓励我,战友们一有假期就来看我,跟我说部队的事情,这样一躺就3个月,这三个月,我吃不了什么东西,胃已经是药物性痉挛,吃什么都吐,直到现在,我都是这样,稍微吃多些就会干呕.在医院里闲了下来,可以看书,看电视,了解外面的世界,这里没部队的那么多规矩,很多以前不能看的都可以看.

3个月后,我的钢钉牵引拔掉了,感染也控制住了,体重慢慢的恢复,医生说我意志坚强,运气也不坏,错位将近40厘米能牵引成这样简直是个奇迹!不过,我的右腿现在依然比左腿短了1厘米多,平衡感也没那么好了,现在上楼有时候会踢到楼梯,体重和食欲也无法恢复到原来水平,总之,我已经不能再做一个士兵了,哪怕最普通的士兵!现在小颖可以用轮椅推我出去走走,我不用每天就看着窗口那么巴掌大的一片天.

剩下的就是恢复治疗,现在还不能行走,小颖经常给我唱歌,陪我一起看电视,有一天,我看到电视里有个好可爱的小姑娘,就笑,小颖问我:将来想要男孩还是女孩?我说:我喜欢女孩,乖巧~,她说:起好名字了么?我说:哪那么快啊,老婆不知道在谁家里养着呢.她说:叫叶颖好不好,我随口就说:好啊,名字好听,说完我才发现,她的脸忽的就红了,我才知道我说错了,叶颖,不就是我的姓和她的名么?

她是个公主,我只是个士兵,青蛙和公主的圆满只有在童话里,我不能让她陷进来,总之,我的心情很复杂,经常想起凝,总之,我知道,我不能接受小颖,总之,我也不知道该怎么办,我开始慢慢疏远她,她跟我说话也爱理不理.

过了些天,我可以自己撑着拐杖走了,小颖也要归队了,我默默看她收拾东西,一句话都不说,她收拾好东西,问我:你没话跟我说么?我说:谢谢你.她说:我不是要这一句.我说:对不起,小颖,你做的我非常感谢,但我无法回报你.她眼泪一下子就流了出来,哭着走了.

我也很难受,小颖走了,我的心好象被挖空了一块,觉得空荡荡的,但是我知道,我配不上她,我现在已经再也不是哪个曾经在军区特勤大队眼皮底下劫人偷车的风云人物,再也不是创造了狙杀记录的狙击手,我现在只是个废人,眼睛的视力严重衰退,20米外都看不清楚人脸,强壮的身体已经变成了骨瘦如柴,而且,医生说,我再也不可能恢复到原来的体重,最多能恢复到110斤了不起了. 收起阅读 »

杀手的契约---------贰拾柒

这次行动让我们非常的愤怒,竟然动用特种部队去解救一个贪官,大家都很想不通,这就是我们的国家干部??应该让他死在那片丛林里!!上级也没有给我们说法,是啊,我们...

这次行动让我们非常的愤怒,竟然动用特种部队去解救一个贪官,大家都很想不通,这就是我们的国家干部??应该让他死在那片丛林里!!上级也没有给我们说法,是啊,我们只是士兵,我们只要执行任务就行了,没人会给我们解释为什么要执行.

连长对我们也有所担心,作为一线的作战部队,我们是参与行动最多,心理压力也是最大的,连长申请让我们休整半年,让我们恢复恢复,不过指导员却不同意,说部队需要我们,因为我们是最有经验的丛林部队,我们从来没有失过手,两个又大吵一架,连长指责指导员不体恤士兵,把士兵作为他升迁的垫脚石,指导员说连长违反部队的规定,私自将不经检查的书籍报纸带回连队,最后两个都向团部打了报告.

团部没有给我们休息的时间,因为虽然鸦片一年四季都有成熟,但5,6月份的成色最好,因此,现在这时候的毒品是最泛滥的,作为最有经验的丛林特战士兵,我们当然不能休息.

河马依然不断的到部队里接我的战友去执行任务,我们小队则有了将近一个月的休整时间.6月的一天,点名我们小队出发,直升机将我们接走了.

这次任务是摧毁一个车队,据说是运送毒品的车队,将在2天后运送到边境化整为零,我们的任务就是不能让车队通过.

潮湿的丛林闷热,散发着一股股丛林特有的臭味,我们已经习惯了,在丛林安静的行军,因为是摧毁车队,我们带了火箭筒,因此,每个人都分配了两个火箭弹的配重,带着这么重的东西行军很不舒服,中国的装备很不人性化,火箭弹放哪都不合适,最后只能用胶带绑起来挂在了背囊外边.

很快的我们就到达了袭击的公路旁,是个小土路,感觉就象进我们连队驻地的那条马路,坑坑洼洼,一面靠山,一面是斜坡,一个战友到离我们500多米的拐弯那边做预警侦察,我们将排好了伏击的L字队型等待着,这里是个S型的路段,我们选择了中间大约300多米的直路段伏击,另一个侦察兵在前面预警,告诉我们有多少车,有没有装甲车,等等,以方便我们选择弹种.

正面是一挺机枪和我,我的副射手将为我的射击修正,带火箭筒的突击组和其他的埋伏在道路旁的山坡上,操纵火箭筒的是老虎一号.

预警的发来了信号:目标已进入,6辆车,前面两辆有装甲中间三辆卡车,后面一辆有装甲,速度20,5分钟后进入伏击圈,完毕!队长下达命令:注意,目标已接近,最后检查装备,听命令开火,完毕,各组都回答:收到!检查装备,听命令开火!

对付装甲目标,普通弹肯定不行,我趁这个时候将重新选择弹种,将钢芯穿甲弹和穿甲燃烧弹换上,然后报告:猎鹰一号准备完毕,队长回答:明白!

将由我首先发动攻击,因为突击组伏击的阵地位置不太好,距离公路只有不到150米,在敌人的火力范围内,所以,将由我先狙击对方车队,并给他们造成混乱后突击队才发动进攻.

车队转过弯,慢慢的进入了伏击圈,所谓的装甲车,是用普通小卡车改的,上面架着机枪,四周焊上钢板,对付一般的7.62毫米子弹是可以的了,车队行驶速度不快,副射手开始给我报目标参数:距离250,速度18,风速2,温度35,相对湿度适中,目标角度30,建议纠偏0.1至0.2,钢芯穿甲弹.

狙击车队在常人看来是首先敲掉先头一辆,但是实际上要从最后一辆打起,前面的车发现受到攻击到有所反应再到搜索狙击手,转枪口等一系列动作,我至少有45秒时间慢慢的来解决整个车队,这是个上坡路段,6辆车看来都有些年份了,吃力的爬坡,中间三辆是破旧的卡车,喷着浓烟喘着粗气!

目标已经完全进入伏击圈了,队长下令:猎鹰可以开火,其他待命! 副射手最后一次给我报目标参数:距离200,速度18,风速2,温度35,相对湿度适中,角度25,建议纠偏0.2,钢芯穿甲弹.我的准星已经牢牢的盯住了最后一辆"装甲车"的驾驶位,车窗也焊有钢板,只留了不大的一个观察孔,不过在这个距离上,85的钢芯穿甲弹绝对能穿透,不能在等了,距离已经很近了,万一被发现,我们都在对方的射程之内,而且,"装甲车"上的机枪有钢板保护,我们会很吃亏!

"砰~~"85一声闷响,钢芯穿甲弹脱膛而去,在目标的钢板上溅起了些火花,车就歪到了山坡下,副射手报告:命中!我立即转枪口向倒数第二辆,又是一枪,卡车撞上了山边,前面的车现在才反应过来遭受袭击,不过他们根本不知道子弹来自什么地方,第三枪,驾驶员的血溅在车窗上,第四辆,第五辆,第六辆,我冷静的一辆接一辆的射击,整个车队已经瘫痪,装甲车的炮塔开始转动寻找袭击者了,队长一声令下:射击,突击队开始开火,最后一辆车被火箭弹炸上了半空,机枪手也开火了,密集的子弹将下车的人打成了筛子,装甲车上的机枪胡乱扫射,试图进行最后的抵抗,我换上穿甲燃烧弹,攻击油箱和炮塔,火箭筒慢条斯理的一发接一发,每一发都造成一团浓烟和大火,车队在不到10分钟内就全部报销,队长作完最后的评估后,下令撤退.

日子就这么简单的重复这,单调却充实,似乎什么都没有改变,依然是训练,出任务,不过,我们对我们的任务开始有所怀疑,究竟我们这样做有没有效果??我们的打击似乎对毒品和枪支的泛滥并没有起到实质的作用,每次敲掉一个,又会有好几个冒出来,毒品是缅甸,金三角的经济支柱,那边的人除了种鸦片什么都种不了,经过1年多的打击,毒品和枪支依旧泛滥,我们的工作似乎都白辛苦了!

上级有上级的考虑,他们认为我们的打击力度不够,先后又有2个侦察连加入了打击队伍,他们根本不会担心引起什么国际纠纷,因为,缅甸的武装派别比牛毛还多,为了争夺有限的资源和控制毒品交易,经常发生武装冲突,谁都不知道有中国的特种兵参与其中.而且,我们有命令,万一被抓到,绝对不能说我们是中国士兵,也就是说,军队和政府绝对不会承认我们参与其中.

8月,丛林雨季还没有过,我和副射手山鹰出发(狙击手一般以鹰作为代号,在小组中,他将被称为猎鹰2号,平时叫山鹰)目标是个中间人.

一切跟以前一样,我们潜伏到了小村附近,在800米左右监视着,目标似乎是在探亲,每天看到他跟村民交谈,带着女儿散步,还有他的老父亲,一家其乐融融的样子,好几次,我都快扣动扳机了,但是每次都松开了手指,2号催促了几次,但都让我以种种借口推掉了,我是主射手,2号要听我的命令,但他知道我想什么,他说:猎鹰,我们是执行任务,不要搀杂个人感情,我说:有老人有孩子在看着,你下得了手么?他不说话了,半天,他才说:我们只是士兵.

是的,我们只是士兵,我们要忠于祖国,我们要执行上级的命令,无论如何,他已经是画上了死亡名单,而我,想多让他活一会.

潜伏到第三天中午,老人有事情出去了,孩子也睡了,直升机接我们的时间也快到了,目标今天一定要终结,目标根本不知道有人在监视着他的一举一动,正在房檐下跟个人交谈,脸上满是笑容.我说:测距.2号一会就给我报了参数:距离860,风速偏东1-2,建议纠偏0.2,温度合适,上下差适中,其实我根本不用再让副射手报参数,这个参数在过去两天已经报了很多次了.

三秒钟后,我的85一声闷响,目标胸部冒出一团血雾,他挣扎两下就不动了,"目标终结"我说,眼睛依然在瞄准镜上观察着,副射手做最后的确认:"目标终结,我们可以撤了"我说:等等,他的女儿跑了出来,一丝不挂,趴在她父亲的身上痛哭!

是我亲自终结了他的父亲,或许,他是她的神,前两天看着她幸福的被他抱着,他用胡子扎她,而她幸福的笑容还在我眼前晃动,此时,他已经慢慢的变冷,留给她的是什么呢?一生痛苦的回忆?!她永远不知道是谁将她的幸福夺走,她还小,这个经历将伴随她的一生,我不知道他叫什么,简报上,他只有一个毫无感情色彩的代号:259.我下令:撤退,和副射手怀着复杂的心情爬出了阵位.

在直升机上,我看着下面的群山,忽然有种陌生的感觉,这个熟悉的群山,现在却如此陌生,会不会山在诅咒我?我忽然有这样的想法,不禁打了个冷战. 我的心理压力实在是太大了,我向连长报告了我的情况,希望得到休息,连长沉默半晌,说:我知道大家都累了,可是,任务实在是太紧啊,咬咬牙,撑过去吧,你是部队最好的狙击手,上面对你很看中,很多任务要你执行.我也不再说什么.

8月听说实行的叫什么"中间行动"就是不但打击生产者,还要打击中间人,毒品生产是不可能停下的,毁了一个加工厂,另几个又从其他地方冒出来,只要有中间人,毒品就可以轻易的通过国界进入我们的国家,而打击中间人是不需要多少人的,这项任务几乎都由狙击手来承担.

任务越来越多,以前每个任务之间的休整时间也短了,通常不到半个月就要出发,目标在一个小村,他将在2天后到达小村,停留3天.

我们到达了村边观察,一切都跟以前一样,目标看来在这个村很受欢迎,每次出门都有一大堆人和孩子簇拥着他,他也很喜欢小孩,几乎手里都抱着孩子,他有好几个孩子,大的大概10多岁,小的看来才几个月,他的妻子是个村妇,看到丈夫回来,脸上洋溢着幸福的笑容,这样等了两天,我都没有什么好的射击机会,副射手给我报了几次参数,我都以射击角度不好推掉了,副射手明白我想什么,他说:如果你打不中,恐怕部队没人能打中了,我说:山鹰,你看过我没完成过任务么?我只不过不想在他的家人前终结他.

中午,看来村里要给他开欢送大会,村中间的空地支起几个大锅,摆满了桌子凳子,很寒酸的那种,大家都出来了,都是些瘦小,穿的很蓝缕,目标坐在高位上,这是个级佳的位置,说真的,我闭着眼睛都可以打中他,副射手报参数:距离710,我打断他的话:不到时候,山鹰没说什么,默默的看着我将这个机会放走.

根据情报,他是明天早上离开,晚上,我跟山鹰转移了阵位,到另外的一条路上等他,12个小时后,他独自出现在山路上,这里没他的亲友,没有任何人,随着我的85一声闷响,他终结了.

我们向集合点走去,我们一直没有说话,按照丛林行军规则拉开距离行军,下午,我们走到个山上,看到了西下的夕阳,我站在山坡上,透过树枝,看着西落的残阳,山鹰赶上我,站在我旁边,和我就这么看着,多久没这样看夕阳了?我不记得了,山鹰说了一句让我一生都永远记得的话:生命就如此脆弱,活着真好.

我们第一次没有按照丛林行军规则行军,而是走到了一起,一路上还不断的说话,讨论我们是否值得,山鹰说:退伍了我想回家养虾,可以挣很多的钱,爸妈辛苦一辈子了,我要让他们过个幸福的晚年,用不了多少钱的,退伍费的几万块就够了.山鹰家是沿海的小渔村,原来生活不错,后来父亲出海打鱼碰到了风暴,船翻了,他父亲在海上飘了两天拣回条命,款买船的钱没还清,房子被没收,家里一下就陷入了困境,山鹰说:以前我家挺有钱的,要不我也不来当兵了,当完兵我就有几万块的存款了,可以开个小养虾场,我爸爸说,现在虾子很有价钱,可是没有钱做虾场,等我退伍了,就有钱了,到时候我还要讨个漂亮老婆!他问我:你退了想做什么?我说:不知道,可能在部队继续呆吧,我们服役那么多年,按规定可以提干了.他说:唉~提干有什么用,看看连长,20多年兵龄才是个中尉,指导员呢,才多少年也是个中尉,没关系不行的.到时候部队随便扔你到哪个山喀啦里,有什么意思?我说:那我跟你去养虾怎么样?他说:真的??!!好啊,我们一起养虾,一起发财,然后再一起讨老婆,一起要孩子,孩子将来说不定还能成一对呢.我呵呵的笑.他又说:猎鹰,我觉得那个什么司令员的女儿对你挺有意思的,把握机会了就不用跟我去养虾了,在部队舒舒服服做个高官女婿多好,我说:瞎扯,人家是什么,我是什么,用脚指头想想都不可能.他说:有时候人就是用脚指头想事情的,缘分的东西讲不清楚的,你听说过么,你上辈子都欠了人的或者人欠了你的,你说让他下辈子还他就得下辈子还,说不定她上辈子欠你的,是你这辈子让她还呢?我忽然想起凝,难道我上辈子欠了她的??这辈子让我还么?山鹰又说起他的虾场,好象很快他就成了百万富翁,一脸向往的样子,让我想起美国的一部片子:阿甘正传里的阿甘! 收起阅读 »

给我家宝宝起个名字吧

眼看着老婆肚子越来越大,再有两个月都当爹了,可是孩子的名字仍然没有概念,时间只有不到五个月了. 只剩下一个六西格玛专案的时间了,要赶紧给宝宝起个名字啊. 现...
眼看着老婆肚子越来越大,再有两个月都当爹了,可是孩子的名字仍然没有概念,时间只有不到五个月了.
只剩下一个六西格玛专案的时间了,要赶紧给宝宝起个名字啊.
现将起名计划如下:
1.定义下父母长辈的需求
2.收集下各种禁忌
3.分析下名字的各种意义
4.给宝宝起个好名字
5.给宝宝上户口,备案

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供应商管理

今天听到一位做供应商管理的同事的一句话,想来也有点好玩,就在这里讲讲。 马上到年底了,老板要求对主要供应商做调查,给各家供应商发了一份电子档的供应商调查表,请...
今天听到一位做供应商管理的同事的一句话,想来也有点好玩,就在这里讲讲。
马上到年底了,老板要求对主要供应商做调查,给各家供应商发了一份电子档的供应商调查表,请他们填写完整后,随货物发送至我公司,由供应商管理的人员查收。
今天下午他和采购部门的人说起调查表的事情,一共发送多少,收回多少的事情。采购的主要负责人说了一句话,一个供应商直接打电话给她:我只有小学毕业,你们那个调查表,我不会填啊?
还有供应商是贸易商,材料是进口的,贸易商都不知道怎么填写那份表格。
这个任务是前段时间老板强压下来的,一定要让各个供应商填写,务必全部收齐。打算元月份或者年后直接去供应商现场查看,这份调查表作为观察的一句或者说是重点。 收起阅读 »

修身养性篇4.原来我也很富有

有一位青年,老是埋怨自己时运不济,发不了财,终日愁眉不展。这一天,走过来一个须发皆白的老人,问:“年轻人,为什么不快乐?”? “我...

有一位青年,老是埋怨自己时运不济,发不了财,终日愁眉不展。这一天,走过来一个须发皆白的老人,问:“年轻人,为什么不快乐?”?
“我不明白,为什么我总是这么穷。”?
“穷?你很富有嘛!”老人由衷地说。?
“这从何说起?”年轻人问。?
老人反问道:“假如现在斩掉你一个手指头,给你1千元,你干不干?”?
“不干。”年轻人回答。?
“假如斩掉你一只手,给你1万元,你干不干?”?
“不干。”?
“假如使你双眼都瞎掉,给你10万元,你干不干?”?
“不干。”?
“假如让你马上变成80岁的老人,给你100万,你干不干?”?
“不干。”?
“假如让你马上死掉,给你1000万,你干不干?”?
“不干。”?
“这就对了,你已经拥有超过1000万的财富,为什么还哀叹自己贫穷呢?”老人笑吟吟地问道。?
青年愕然无言,突然什么都明白了。?
亲爱的朋友,如果你早上醒来发现自己还能自由呼吸,你就比在这个星期中离开人世的人更有福气。?
如果你从来没有经历过战争的危险、被囚禁的孤寂、受折磨的痛苦和忍饥挨饿的难受……
你已经好过世界上5亿人了。如果你能够参加一个宗教聚会而没有侵扰、拘捕、施刑或死亡的恐惧,你已经比30亿人更幸福了。如果你的冰箱里有食物,身上有足够的衣服,有屋栖身,你已经比世界上70%的人更富足了。?
根据联合国“世界粮食日”数据显示,全球有36个国家目前正陷于粮食危机当中;全球仍有8亿人处于饥饿状态,第三世界的粮食短缺问题尤为严重。在发展中国家,有两成人无法获得足够的粮食,而在非洲大陆,有三分之一的儿童长期营养不良。全球每年有600万学龄前儿童因饥饿而夭折!?
如果你的银行账户有存款,钱包里有现金,你已经身居于世界上最富有的8%之列!如果你的双亲仍然在世,并且没有分居或离婚,你已属于稀少的一群。如果你能抬起头,面容上带着笑容,并且内心充满感恩的心情,你是真的幸福了——因为世界上大部分的人都可以这样做,但是他们却没有。如果你能握着一个人的手,拥抱他,或者只是在他的肩膀上拍一下……你的确有福气了——因为你所做的,已经等同于上帝才能做到的。?
如果你能读到这段文字,那么你更是拥有了双份的福气,你比20亿不能阅读的人不是幸福很多吗??
看到这里,请你暂且放下书,然后非常认真地对自己说一句话:“哇!原来我是这么富有的人!”?
是的,想想这些,你还有什么不快乐的呢??
一位美国老师曾给他的学生讲过一件令其终生难忘的事情。?
“我曾是个多虑的人,”他说道,“但是,1934年的春天,我走过韦布城的西多提街道,有个景象扫除了我所有的虑。事情的发生只有十几秒钟,但就在那一刹那,我对生命意义的了解,比在前10年中所学的还多。那两年,我在韦布城开了家杂货店,由于经营不善,不仅花掉所有的积蓄,还负债累累,估计得花7年的时间偿还。我刚在星期六结束营业,准备到‘商矿银行’贷款,好到堪萨斯城找一份工作。我像一只斗败的公鸡,没有了信心和斗志。突然间,有个人从街的另一头过来。那人没有双腿,坐在一块安装着溜冰鞋滑轮的小木板上,两手各用木棍撑着向前行进。他横过道,微微提起小木板准备登上路边的人行道。就在那几秒钟,我们的视线相遇,只见他坦然一笑,很有精神地向我呼:‘早安,先生,今天天气真好啊!’我望着他,突然体会到自己何等的富有。我有双足,可以行走,为什么却如此自怜?这个人缺了双腿仍能快乐自信,我这个四肢健全的人还有什么不能的?我挺了挺胸膛,本来准备到‘商矿银行’只借100元,现在却决定借200元;本想说我到堪萨斯城想找份工作,现在却有信心地宣称:我到堪萨斯城去找一份工作。结果,我借了钱,找到了工作。
“现在,我把下面一段话写在洗手间的镜面上,每天早上刮胡子的时候都念它一遍:我闷闷不乐,因为我少了一双鞋,直到我在街上,见到有人缺了两条腿。”?
人的一生总会遇到各种各样的不幸,但快乐的人却不会将这些装在心里,他们没有忧虑。所以,快乐是什么?快乐就是珍惜已拥有的一切。?
人生箴言: 如果你想生活得快乐,那么就学会知足吧!只有知足,才是寻求快乐的惟一法宝。 收起阅读 »

好久没有登录了。

好久没有登录了,感觉挺没劲的,什么也不想做。看看别人都打扮的漂漂亮亮的,心里就痒痒。同样的年龄,生活在同样的天空下,自己又并非眼光老土,但终究还是舍不得口袋里的...
好久没有登录了,感觉挺没劲的,什么也不想做。看看别人都打扮的漂漂亮亮的,心里就痒痒。同样的年龄,生活在同样的天空下,自己又并非眼光老土,但终究还是舍不得口袋里的那几张票子,把自己整天打扮的跟什么似的,自己都感到对不起自己。
说什么呢其实都没用,还是努力的去赚钱吧。 收起阅读 »

修身养性篇3.天下没有不劳而获的东西?

从前,有一位爱民如子的国王,在他的英明领导下,人民丰衣足食,安居乐业。深谋远虑的国王却担心当他死后,人民是不是也能过着幸福的日子,于是他召集了国内的有识...
从前,有一位爱民如子的国王,在他的英明领导下,人民丰衣足食,安居乐业。深谋远虑的国王却担心当他死后,人民是不是也能过着幸福的日子,于是他召集了国内的有识之士,命令他们找寻一个能确保人民生活幸福的永世法则。? 一个月后,3位学者把三本六寸厚的帛书呈给国王说:“国王陛下,天下的知识都汇集在这三本书内,只要人民读完它,就能确保他们的生活无忧了。”国王不以为然,因为他认为人民不会花那么多时间来看书。所以他再命令这些学者继续钻研。两个月内,学者们把三本书简化成一本。国王还是不满意。一个月后,学者们把一张纸呈上给国王。国王看后非常满意地说:“很好,只要我的人民日后都真正有奉行这宝贵的智慧,我相信他们一定能过上富裕幸福的生活。”说完后便重重地奖赏了学者们。原来这张纸上只写了一句话:天下没有不劳而获的东西。? 大多数的人都想快速发达,但是却不明白做一切事都必须老老实实地努力才能有所成就。只要还存有一点取巧、碰运气的心态,你就很难全力以赴。不要梦想中彩票,或把时间花在赌桌上。这些一夜之间发达的梦想,都是人们努力的绊脚石。? 自从传言有人在萨文河畔散步时无意间发现金子后,这里便常有来自四面八方的淘金者。他们都想成为富翁,于是寻遍了整个河床,还在河床上挖出很多大坑,希望借助它找到更多的金子。的确,有一些人找到了,但更多的人却一无所得,只好扫兴而归。? 也有不甘心落空的,便驻扎在这里,继续寻找。彼得·弗雷特就是其中的一员。他在河床附近买了一块没人要的土地,一个人默默地工作。他为了找金子,已把所有的钱都押在这块土地上。他埋头苦干了几个月,直到土地全变成坑坑洼洼,他失望了——他翻遍了整块土地,但连一丁点金子都没看见。6个月以后,他连买面包的钱都没有了。于是他准备离开这儿到别处去谋生。? 就在他即将离开的前一个晚上,天下起了倾盆大雨,并且一下就是三天三夜。雨终于停了,彼得走出小木屋,发现眼前的土地看上去好像和以前不一样:坑坑洼洼已被大水冲刷平整,松软的土地上长出一层绿茸茸的小草。? “这里没找到金子,”彼得忽有所悟地说,“但这土地很肥沃,我可以用来种花,并且拿到镇上去卖给那些富人。他们一定会买些花装扮他们的家园。如果真这样的话,那么我一定会赚许多钱,有朝一日我也会成为富人……”? 彼得仿佛看到了将来,美美地说:“对,不走了,我就种花!”? 于是,他留了下来。彼得花了不少精力培育花苗,不久田地里长满了美丽娇艳的各色鲜花。? 他拿到镇上去卖,那些富人一个劲儿地称赞:“瞧,多美的花,我们从没见过这么美丽的花!”他们很乐意付少量的钱来买彼得的花,以便使他们的家变得更富丽堂皇。? 5年后,彼得终于实现了他的梦想——成了一个富翁。? 只有勤劳才能采集到真正的“金子”,用你的劳动去获得你想要的,比幻想你想得到的更重要。? 认为怠惰是—种幸福,勤劳是一种惩罚的想法是一种奇妙的错误,而且是有害的错误。对于饱食终日无所事事的人,我们必须让他们醒悟,让他们接受下面的想法:人生幸福的必要条件并非怠惰而是勤劳。人是不能不劳动的。? 幸福的不可置疑的条件是劳动,第一必须是由自己来进行的自由的劳动,第二必须是能增进我们的食欲和给予我们深沉睡眠的肉体劳动。?劳动是人所欲求的,当它被剥夺的时候,人便会引起苦恼。但劳动并不是道德,若把劳动当做功绩或道德,就和把吃东西当做功绩或道德一样奇怪。事实上,劳动本身便足以给我们带来愉快与满足。????? 人生箴言:? 收获大,再艰苦的工作也会变得惬意。收获可以使人忘却不快的往事,对前景充满信心。从失败的经验中吸取教训,因而获得最宝贵的经验,这亦是工作——即劳动带来的一种收获。没有付出,便没有收获可言。? 世上收获最多的人,往往是付出最多的人。记住:天下没有不劳而获的东西!? 收起阅读 »

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