What will I do?

The period of every year,we are free mostly.I don`t know what will do when I am on duty every morning. especially there is not paroxysmal thing. I want to learn something,read a english or a qm book but it is not proper in the office. because other people are busy working and I read a book,I will be suffered another eye. Otherwise Our manager`s seat is behind me,if he see me doing nothing, he will be unpleasure. what will I do? I am very annoy! In fact, I fell myself is lazy now. I don`t want to work, I don`t want to think,I don`t want do anything. the status is terrible I know. but What will I do?