i know and i dont know

i dont know what should i do, but i know i should do something;
i dont know what is my life target, but i know i cant end my life like present without any mean;
i dont know how can i live a meaningful life, but i know i should try my best even day and night to make more money;
i dont know how can i make enough money, but i know i should make present job well;
i dont know how can i make present job well, but i know i should master necessary tools
i dont know what is my necessary tools, but i know quality tools and oral language is basis;